Sophia Mendes-Secrets

3 Minutes

2 weeks later(don't worry nothing happens just need for time to skip a bit.)

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We left New York and are driving to LA now. I just stayed in the bus during the shows, too scared to leave. I would make up stupid reasons. Like doing online school, wanting to get ahead for next year. I have not been answering texts from Dylan and I have been avoiding him. I didn't want to see him because then I would have to tell someone what happened. I still wear sweats and long sleeves to hide my skin. I think to boys are asleep so I go to the kitchen and grab some breakfast. I had a bagel and started to eat it. Soon my stomach felt weird. I ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. I finished and flushed to toilet, quickly rinsing my mouth. I step out of the bathroom and luckily no one is awake. I don't feel dizzy, or hot, or tired. I feel fine which is kind of weird. We are parked in some small town because the bus drivers and everyone else are sleeping. Go to the front of the bus and sit down. Why did I throw up? Then it hits me. Oh no please no. I run to my suitcase and grab some money and put on my shoes. I quietly walk past the boys and leave the bus. I saw a CVS just a few blocks away. I speed walk there and get what I needed to get. The girl at the register gave me a rude look, but I didn't want to deal with her. I walk back to the bus and sneak back in. The clock read 8:03 am. The boys shouldn't wake up for at least 30 more minutes. I hurry into the bathroom room and pull the box out of the bag. I open the box and pull it out. A pregnancy test. I follow the instructions perfectly and now I have to wait. I sit on the floor of the bathroom waiting for 3 minutes but it feels like hours. What if I am? What will the boys think or react? I didn't want this so why did this happen to me? I need to calm down. I feel a lump in my throat and tears welling up. I don't want to wake the boys up so I need to wait. I look up at the clock and 3 minutes have passed. I slowly stand up, hands shaking. I have the test upside down in my hands. I finally find the courage to flip it over.

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