Sophia Mendes-Secrets

In Way Too Deep

The boys haven't talked to me all day. I didn't eat lunch and it's close to dinnertime. Shawn then quietly and sits down next to me. He doesn't even look me in the eye.

"I know you didn't mean to get pregnant, but it was irresponsible. You lied to us and made Dylan lie for you. You cheated and Hayes and now he is heartbroken. It is now going to be hard to trust you from now on. Plus you did it with a random guy." Shawn says.

"I know, I'm so sorry." I whisper.

"I'm going to have to punish. You lied to all of us and hurt us. And you promised to be open and no more secrets." Shawn sighs.

I nod knowing I was in way too deep and there wasn't even a small chance I could get out of trouble. Shawn pats his lap and I know what to do. I lay across his lap and shut my eyes tight.

Smack!

I jump a little. I haven't got spanked in a while and it hurts.

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Shawn then pulls down my sweatpants and I wait for the next spank.

Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack Smack 

Shawn the pulls my underwear down and I know this will end soon.

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Shawn finished and pulls my underwear and sweatpants back up and I don't even flinch. I don't even have tears in my eyes. This pain was nothing compared to what happened with that guy. Shawn slides me off his lap and puts me next to him and looks at my face for a second. Nothing just emotionless. Shawn sighs and get up and leaves the room.

"Dinner will be ready in an hour, eat when you're hungry." Shawn says walking out.

I sit there and do nothing. I know I deserved it for lying to them and not telling them the truth. And I feel guilty not telling them the real truth now, but I can't. It would just make things worse. I stand up and go take a quick shower and get into leggings and a sweatshirt. I go and lay in my bunk. I close my eyes and try to sleep when the boys are in the kitchen eating dinner. I then focus on what they are saying.

"I punished her and she didn't cry, she didn't even have tears in her eyes. She didn't do anything. She was just blank." I hear Shawn say.

"That's weird." Nash says.

"Maybe she feels really bad?" Taylor says.

"Or maybe because she found out she's pregnant?" Cameron suggests.

"Maybe, I don't know. It's just seems like something different." Shawn says.

The boys eat the rest of dinner in silence and I slowly fall asleep. 

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Hey guys, so many of you have been saying things like 'I hope she tells them soon.' and she 'she needs/should tell the boys'. And don't worry this story won't stay sad forever, it will get better I promise! I want her to tell them also. Writing these chapters I have to think of Sophia's character. She doesn't like attention and for people to worry about her. So I don't want to be a mean writer by letting all this bad stuff happen to her, but I am trying to put myself in her shoes as her character. I hope y'all can understand what I'm saying and don't worry it will get better! xoxo (ps: I just noticed that my story has over 10k and I am so happy! Thank you all so much and I love you!)