Sophia Mendes-Secrets

Hide It

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Oh my god. I sink to the floor and cry. I sob into my hands. I lay on the ground trying to make this feeling go away but it won't leave me. Why did this have to happen to me? What am I going to do? What will the boys think? Maybe I should run, like run away? No that won't work they'll have a search party for me and I would be found in no time. I don't know what I'm going to do next, but for right now I need to hide this test. I look around the bathroom. I start to look through the cabinets. Where the fuck can I hide this? Not in the trash can. One of the boys will find it. It needs to be somewhere the boys won't go near. I scan through the cabinet under the sink. Perfect! My box of tampons. I won't be using them, so the test won't fall out. I'll hide the test at the bottom of the box. And the boys won't go near the box at all. This is the best place I can hide it until I have a chance to get rid of it. I stick the test under the tampons and close the box. I lightly close the cabinet door so I don't make any noise. I stand up and pull myself together and wash my face. I don't look like I have been crying so I know I'm alright to go out there. I step outside the bathroom and it is silent. I see all the boy's curtain are closed except for one. I turn my head the other ways and Hayes is standing right there towering over me. I gasp and jump back a little surprised. Hayes grabs my arms and pulls me back to him.

"Sorry! I didn't mean to scare you." Hayes whispers.

"It's okay." I whisper back.

"Hey come with me." Hayes says leading me to his bunk.

We sit in his bunk and Hayes pulls me onto his lap. He then grabs my sleeves and push them up my arm. Luckily the bruises on my arm had faded and you couldn't tell the scars I made from the one that guy made. Hayes lets out a breath of relief.

"I just wanted to check and see if you were alright. You have not been yourself lately. You've been distant and acting weird and something isn't right. You're wearing long sleeves and I'm worried Sophia." Hayes says.

"I'm okay, I swear." I tell him.

Hayes lays down and he lays me in between him and the wall. He wrapped his arms around me tightly.

"Something is up. I can see it in your eyes. You're going to tell me soon. Doesn't have to be right now, but soon." Hayes says looking into my eyes.

Hayes holds me close to him as I try to hold in my tears.

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I know this is sad and is horrible for a person to go through. If this ever happens to you don't be afraid to talk about it. I am always here to talk to anyone about anything. You all are sooooo important!