Sophia Mendes-Secrets

Crop Top and Insecurities

We all went back to Shawn and Matt's room.

"Okay so today is our first magcon appearance, so it starts at 5:30pm." Nash says. They all nod and start to say stuff that they need to do before.

"The van leaves at 4:00 so we get there 30 minutes early," Shawn informs the guys. It is 11:00am now.

"Sophia, should come on stage with us!" Cameron yells out.

"Ha! No." I say making my face go straight at the end. The guys just laugh.

"Fine, but one of these days we will force you on stage," Hayes says.

"No thanks!" I say hoping they would let it go.

"Nope, it will happen! Or we will uh..." Aaron says.

"Spank you!" Jack G. says. None of them know I already have been spanked by Hayes, except for Hayes of course.

"You guys said you need a good reason to do that if it wasn't on the rules list." I say with confidence.

"It is." they all say simultaneously.

"Well then" I say.

"So what do you say? At least one time this tour? Maybe you will like it." Taylor says.

"Still no," I say.

"Okay thennn" Shawn says and he starts to drag me to the edge of the bed. I lean back and straighten my legs and he just pulls me along. I am not getting spanked, again, they hurt.

"Okay! Okay! Just once!" I scream. Shawn stops pulling me and all they boys start cheering and yelling.

"Just try to spank her and she will break," Cameron laughs. I gasp and they boys laugh more.

"I just don't want weirdos touching me." I say using my hands to gesture at them.

"Oh really" Jack G. says and the boys step closer to me and I step back. They come closer and back away until i'm a foot from the door. I pull it open and sprint out of the room. I hear footsteps and laughter behind me. I then feel arms wrap around my waist and spin me to the boys. Shawn has got me and throws me over his shoulder. And carries me to Hayes and my room this time. He sets me on the bed and boys literally surround me on the bed.

"Rule number 6 don't runaway." Nash says.

""Ummm I did that because you all looked like killers so I ran." I finished. I could see them holding in laughs. I look at the clock and see it is already 1:00. Geez how long did I run for. Maybe I burnt off that ice cream.

"You guys know it's 1. If you wanted to do whatever you do to look presentable, start doing it." I say. I guess Teagan must have missed me from when I left this morning, because she jumped through the guys and came to me. She was trying lick me so much I thought it went on for hours.

"Guys it is 1. Let's go!" Matt yells and they all leave to room except Hayes. Teagan finally was calm. Hayes and I get ready. I get a shower and do my normal make up. I do my hair and get dressed. (Pic above) I walk out and Hayes gets walks past me. I think I just saw him look me up and down. I have my scars covers with my sleeves then the bracelets. I thought the crop top was a bad idea. I sigh and sit on the bed. It is 3:55 and Hayes comes out all ready to go. I grab my phone and Teagan and met the boys at the front of the hotel. The boys stand there with there mouths hanging open. I look at Hayes and he is just smiling. The boys staring makes me feel uncomfortable. Hayes notices.

"You look beautiful." Hayes whispers in my ear.

"Then why are they looking at me that way, I knew the crop top was a bad idea." I say.

"No, you're not fat, you look fine." He says right when we reach them.

"Hot" I hear Aaron say. Shawn slaps him.

"Come on guys, we're going to be late if you don't start moving." I say so that they will stop looking at me. They slowly move to the van, me in front. I hear Hayes talking with them. I could only hear a few words like, she, fat, and uncomfortable. Oh great he is talking about me, I said the top was a bad idea. I hear gasps and I turn and look at them. They scared the shit out of me. Matt runs up, picks me up, and he carries me to the boys. Poor Teagan is so confused by all this, sitting in my arms.

"So Hayes told us something." Shawn started.

"Okay?" I say nervously.

"He said that you thought the crop top was a bad idea. You think you're fat and you're not. But you were uncomfortable with us staring cause it made you think you were fat." Nash says. I nod.

"You're not fat at all, I promise." Shawn says.

"I think Teagan weighs more than you." Jack G jokes. I smile a little though.

"See there's a smile." Hayes says. By that time we all reached the car. I finally get my own seat! I get the seat in the back corner. The ride is silent and we all pile out of the car. We walk into the building and go in a dressing room thing with a couch, food, a bathroom, and all that stuff. The boys lead me to a seat off the side of the stage, so I have a side view, but the audience can't see me. They tell a backstage person not to let me go anywhere, with exceptions. Like bathrooms and walking Teagan.

"Okay boys 5 minutes!" a lady yells.

"Got it!" They say.

"Okay, Soph, stay here and watch. Don't run off doing stupid stuff. Stay here." Shawn says.

"Yep." I say nodding.

"I'm serious. If you do something bad, you won't want to head back to the hotel." He threatened,

"Yea ok! Geez!" I say. He kisses my cheek, and the boys hug me. They head out on stage. And it begins.