Sophia Mendes-Secrets

So Close

WARNING! This chapter can be triggering or graphic for some readers. That's why this book is labeled mature. Chapters ahead will talk about this and a few things will happen but this should be the worst of the chapters.

My eyes slowly opened and I had to blink away the blurry vision. Asphalt scraped by back and bare legs, and I was sore. It's dark and all I can tell is that I'm behind a dumpster on the rocky, dirty pavement ground. Suddenly I feel hips being grabbed. I look up and see a shirtless man with brown eyes, jet black hair(guy above).

"You're awake baby." he smirks evilly.

"No! Stop!" I try to say loudly but I can't seem to talk right.

His hands go under my skirt and I try to scream, but he covers my mouth. He then puts tape over it and proceeds to undress me. I want the boys to find me, anyone of them. I don't care who, if they see me naked, or anything. I just want saved. I'm naked and he then unbuckled his belt. I know what's coming, so I cry and cry. I try to defend myself but he's too strong. Then his jeans come off, next his boxers. And then he goes for it.

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*I'm skipping the super graphic stuff for everybody's sake :(

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He is finishing up. He releases inside me, but so many things happen I can't focus on just that.

"I had fun baby." He smirks and holds my head still so he can kiss me.

I whimper and after a minute he stops. He quickly got dressed and ran off. My clothes were a pile next to me and I put them on as fast as I could, trying not to hurt what was already hurting. I look at my phone and It says it is 2:08 am. I can't stop crying and don't think I ever will. I stand up and start my walk back to the bus. When I come out from around the dumpster I see that I'm in the alley way next to the show building. I look at the light shining on the exit door to the backstage hallways.

"They were so close." I whisper.

I gave up. I fell to the ground and cried and I would've screamed if my voice wasn't gone from screaming before. They were so close and they didn't save me. I wasn't saved. And now I can't be saved. I sat there and cried and cried and cried.

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Sorry for the sad chapter and the ones to come, but the story started to get too happy. I know people like happy, but this story needed a surprise.