By a Chance of Fate | Andy Biersack

Chapter 19

"A-Andy we'r-"

"We're what?"

"W-we."

Suddenly Andy ripped the paper out of my hand and started reading. He dropped to his knees and I could see the tears forming in his eyes.

"Andy?"

"We're not related..." He says sounding kind of lost.

"I... I don't know what to say..."

"Nor do I..."

"Are you okay?"

"Um not really actually... are you?"

"N-no."

"I can't believe this..."

"Andy?"

"Yeah?"

"What's gonna happen now?"

"I don't know..."

"Want me to go home?"

"Uh, not to be rude but yeah. I need some time to think about this."

"Okay I'll Uh ask Amy or Chris for a ride."

"Just take my car and you can get me in the morning."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, here's the keys."

He handed me the keys and with that I walked over and opened his door. Before I left I looked back and saw him on his bed staring blankly at the sheet of paper that confirmed that we have no relation.

"Andy?"

"Yeah?"

"It's gunna be okay."

"No it's not."

"I'll always be here for you."

"I don't know if I can say the same."

"Oh..."

When I got downstairs Amy wondered why I had Andy's keys and was taking his car home. I decided to say he was to tired to drive me and said I could take his car.

While driving I felt a few tears roll down my cheeks and drop to my jeans. The tears seeped through the material and made my leg very moist. I couldn't help but wonder what this meant for me and Andy. "He's not gonna stay, why would he want you? You're worthless. You aren't even family." A familiar voice said over and over in my head. I pulled over to catch my breath and clear my head. I could not drive with Mr. Cortez's voice playing over and over in my head. Why did he decide to mess with my head now?

When I decided I felt better I drove home. I stayed in Andy's car for a few minutes after I turned off the ignition. I couldn't help but wonder what Andy keeps in his car. It looks clean but you never know.

While going through his car I found a few baby pictures of him and pictures of his band playing in a garage. I also found condoms, gum wrappers, etc etc. Nothing I wouldn't expect in a teenage boys car. Then I saw a picture of me in his glove box. When did he take this? It looked like we were in his room and I was sitting there doodling. On the back it said "Ade, I love you. No matter what, no matter where we go in life, and no matter how much we go through. You'll always be the light of my life." Just reading that gave me butterflies and I could feel my cheeks flush. I really hope he really means it. Right under where he wrote I decided to write "Promise?"

I kept thinking about how nice it would be to hear him say that out loud while he caressed my hair, with his soft hands. Then he would brush his lips against mine and promise to never leave against my lips. I shook the thoughts out of my head and told myself it was wrong, Andy has a girlfriend and plus our relationship is never going that way. But i still couldnt help thinking about how Andy and I have a bond, we've had it since we've met and I honestly don't know what to think of it. Sure when we met I thought he was hot and I actually started to get feelings for him, but then I met his family and thought we were related. Silly me. "Stop thinking you're special, he'll never want you. Once he finds out about your childhood he'll run off scared and tell everyone." Shut up. Shut up.

A/N
Yayyy! We finally found out that they aren't related. This isn't what I was originally planning but then I realised I liked them being all flirty with each other. Anyways so if you don't remember Mr. Cortez was the guy who adopted her with his wife when she was little and he raped her. Thank you for reading and for the support. (: