By a Chance of Fate | Andy Biersack

Chapter 2

"Okay look the reason Chris and I had to give you up was because during the pregnancy I drank wine, and the doctor said you would have complications due to my drinking problem."

"So just because I wasn't going to be perfect and have a healthy life you decided I wasn't worth the trouble and gave me up?"

"No that's not it at all" says Chris, "we just couldn't handle all the treatments we thought you would need and stuff."

"What Chris is trying to say is that we weren't prepared to deal with someone would constantly be needing treatments, the doctors made us think you would have respiratory failure, and brain damage, etc."

"That sill doesn't justify why you guys just left me and let me be someone else's problem."

"We know it doesn't but we were stupid and young, we never meant to hurt you Ade, we promise."

"Well that's what you managed to do, I'm done talking. I don't want to hear any more of your billshit excuses as to why I wasn't good enough. Good fucking bye." I said as I rushed out of the room holding back tears and anger.

A couple hours later Grace found me sitting in a closet crying, she cuddled me and I told her everything. Grace said that I was too good for them anyways and that they didn't deserve to have a child with a beautiful soul such as mine. Of course Grace knew how to make me feel better, she always did. The sad part was is that Grace wasn't going to be able to be there for me once I went back to school. Sophomore year was just around the corner and my very best friend was lucky enough to be allowed to be home schooled. I hadn't been to a real school since I was in elementary school. I was home schooled all through middle school and freshman year because I had PTSD and anxiety. The doctors think it would be a good fucking idea if I went back to school and pretended to be a normal teenager with no problems. Grace was diagnosed with chronic depression and she has higher anxiety than I do, she doesn't talk to people she doesn't know and she can't stand to be in a classroom with 30+ kids, it's too much for her. Anyways, that means she gets to stay home and do school while I suffer through regular school. Well, I wouldn't call it regular school since I'm going to a high school that mainly focuses on art.

It's not that I'm not excited to go back to school and possibly make friends, I just feel like everyone there is either gunna be stuck up or they will hate me. I haven't had any other friends besides Grace I mean Grace and I have been in the system together since I can remember. Even when I was little she was all I had. She's all I'll ever need.