Chapter 9
Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sasabihin at ipapaliwanag ang lahat kay Keanna. I was doomed. At mas lalo lang nagulo ang dati ko nang magulong sistema nang maalalang hinila nga pala ako ni Blue papasok sa kotse niya.
I was already sitting on the passenger's seat right beside the driver's seat. Nakayuko lang ako because I don't have any idea on what to do next.
He's already on the driver's seat. But he didn't talk. Tahimik lang siya. And this silence is killing me. Ang awkward.
"Uhh.. Ano nga pala ang kailangan mo?" I asked, breaking the silence.
"Why are you avoiding me?" He replied kaya napalingon agad ako sa kanya nang nakakunot ang mga kilay.
But he's right. Yes, he's right. I'm avoiding him.
"Ha? I'm not avoiding you. Nagkataon lang na busy ako," I said. But who am I kidding?
"Too busy that you can't give just a second to answer my call?" He murmured. And wait.. Why is he demanding like this?
"Wait lang ha?" I stopped him. " Why are you even asking me that? Am I obliged to do that for you? To give you time despite my busy schedule?" I grumbled and he furrowed.
"I am your boyfriend," he said. Not a question but merely a statement. Fudge.
Hindi agad ako nakapagsalita. I forgot I made a deal with him. Ang tanga ko talaga. Lagi na lang akong gumagawa ng mga bagay nang hindi man lang pinag-iisipan nang mabuti. Now what am I left to do?
"Pwede bang joke na lang yun? Hindi naman ako seryoso dun. Naka-drugs ako 'nun kaya napapayag ako nang wala sa oras," I stated.
"So, me, taking your virginity was just a joke for you?" He suddenly said and that made me stop.
See what your stupidity did to you, Kristy? Tingnan mo, naipit ka tuloy sa isang sitwasyong hindi mo dapat nararanasan if you just used your mind.
Stupid. So stupid.
Natahimik ulit ako and my mind seemed to stop functioning. Parang gusto ko na lang matapos ang araw na 'to o matapos ang kagagahan na 'to.
"Sorry, Blue. Pero seryoso, I made a mistake for accepting that deal," I mumbled."I should've not entertained that deal. Dapat tumanggi ako."
Kung pwede lang makuha ulit ang nawalang puri ko, talagang babawiin ko. I would do everything just to take back my lost virginity. But I can't. Iyon ang masaklap.
"Can we stop this?" I muttered.
"We can't."
When he said those words, parang gusto ko siyang sakalin, sampalin, suntukin, sipain at murahin. I know I played a big role of this whatever-you-call this game. But he just doesn't have the right na ipagdamot sa akin ang kalayaan ko. He's not my boyfriend, just a fake one. Kaya nakakaasar kung paano siya magsalita na para bang pagmamay-ari niya ako.
I didn't talk and so was he. I was just glaring at him.
"We can't stop because I think I'm addicted to it," he said and what he did next made my mind more complicated.
He kissed me.
It was too late to stop myself from kissing him back kasi nagawa ko na. I kissed him as intense as how intense he's kissing me. Para bang na-hypnotize ako sa halik niya.
I felt him moved on top of me. Masikip sa loob ng kotse but he was able to remove every piece of my clothes. I am now shirtless and he's enjoying it.
Hindi siya nakuntento kaya lumipat siya sa back seat at dahan-dahan akong hinila. He sat on the seat while he let me sat on his lap as he continued what he is doing.
BINABASA MO ANG
And Then It Happened (Completed)
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