And Then It Happened (Completed)

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

Ganito pala ang feeling. Ganito pala ang pakiramdam kapag nari-reciprocate ang feelings mo. Ganito pala ang pakiramdam kapag may nagko-confess sayo. Feeling ko ang haba-haba ng hair ko. Feeling ko nasa langit ako.

"Aren't you supposed to say anything?" Biglang tanong niya na nagpabalik sa akin sa katotohanan... sa isang masayang katotohanan.

"Sandali lang, kailangan ko munang i-digest sa isip ko ang mga sinabi mo," sabi ko. Gusto ko pa sanang sampalin ang sarili ko para magising ako kung sakali mang panaginip lang 'to. Pero kung panaginip nga ito, ayaw ko nang magising. It's just too good to be true.

"Hindi ka naman nagjo-joke, diba?"Tanong ko. Baka kasi ginu-good time niya lang ako, which is sana naman hindi.

Hindi niya sinagot ang tanong ko kaya bigla akong sumimangot. Ginu-good time niya nga lang talaga ata ako. Pero ang galing niya namang mang-good time. Mga linyahan niya eh.

"Do you really think I'm lying?" Tanong niya. Aba, malay ko ba.

Hindi ko siya sinagot. Baka kung ano pang lumabas sa bibig ko at masira pa ang mood. Kaya ayun, ang tahimik sa table namin. Buti na lang dumating na order namin.

'Yon na 'yon eh. Maniniwala na sana ako. Paano ba naman kasi ako maniniwala? Anyone can say a lie without even showing it's a lie. Sa panahon ngayon ang hirap nang maniwala.

"Come on, I'm not lying. I already told you everything. I already told you everything about what I really feel. It's just you who won't believe me," he murmured. Dapat na ba talaga akong maniwala?

I looked at him straight to his eyes. Iyong tipong parang kinikilatis pati kaluluwa niya. And I saw the sincerity. I don't know how I saw it. Or maybe I didn't see it, maybe I felt it.

He looked at me too. Nagsukatan kami ng tingin na para bang nag-uusap ang mga mata namin. Is that even possible? Because I think I can read him. Or am I just being delusional?

Pero kahit ano palang bumagabag sa akin, kahit anong doubts and uncertainties ang pumasok sa isip ko, I'd still end up drowning in the thought that someone, a guy actually loves me. Matapos ang titigang iyon ay mas pinili ko pa ring maniwala.

Ito na 'yon. Bahala na si Batman.

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Matapos naming kumain ay pumunta kami sa lugar where we made our insane deal. Nag-stay pa kami doon ng mga isang oras. We just talked and laughed. Hindi ko nga akalain na mapapatawa ko siya. Hindi naman ganoon karami ang sinabi niya, just enough to make me feel he's already comfortable being with me. Siguro ganoon na talaga ang personality niya, or not. Maybe I still have a lot of things to learn about him in the coming days.

When we enter the car after naming makapagpahangin, we almost had sex. Just almost. It didn't really happen because he stopped. Ako nga na madalas magpigil sa aming dalawa ay hindi kinaya ang heat ng moment, siya pa kaya? Kaya nga medyo nabigla ako when he stopped kissing my neck. Nakakabitin kaya medyo na-disappoint ako. After it, he started the engine of the car. Sa isip ko, baka ayaw niyang mag-sex kami sa car kaya nagmadali siyang mag-drive papunta sa condo niya. But it's not what happened. Diniretso niya ako sa dorm na mas lalong nagpa-disappoint sa akin.

"Is that all?" Biglang nasabi ko nang i-park niya ang kotse niya sa tapat ng gate ng dorm namin.

"Yes?" Naguguluhang sagot niya. Ang sarap niya tuloy batukan. Kung kailan kami na, doon pa siya nagpakipot. Wait, kami na ba?

"Am I your girlfriend already?" Tanong ko nang hindi man lang nag-iisip. Itong bibig ko talaga, pinapahiya ako minsan!

Sinagot niya lang ako ng ngiti. So, kami na nga? For real?

"Okay," I just mumbled. "Pasok na ako sa loob. Binitin mo 'ko kanina eh," sabi ko. Bubuksan ko na sana ang pinto ng kotse but he was quick to grab my arms.

"Bakit?" Tanong ko, which he replied with a kiss. Not the normal kiss, but the passionate one.

I was shocked for a moment kaya hindi agad ako nakagalaw. I just came back to my senses when he bit my lower lip and a moan escaped from my mouth. I could feel my whole body heating up, wanting to have more.

My arms were automatically entangled around his neck. I was trying to pull him much closer to me I didn't noticed his other hand was already touching my breast. We're still both fully dressed and right now, all I want is to just ripped off those clothes of him and feel his bare skin on mine.

Our kiss became deeper and deeper. His tongue was already exploring inside my mouth. I kissed him back as intense as how he's kissing me. I really want more.

We separated for a few seconds to catch some air and kissed again. Gusto ko nang pumatong sa kanya but the car was too small and there's no more space. Hindi ko alam kung saan papunta itong ginagawa namin. He was just kissing me and touching my boobs but he's not even removing any of my clothes. I feel so turned on now and I really want him already.

Sa sobrang intense ng moment ay hindi ko na namalayan at kung saan-saan na napunta ang kamay ko. I just realized my hand is already touching his crotch. And he's really hard now.

Ano pa ba kasi ang hinihintay niya? I'm very ready.

I tried to unzip his pants but he grabbed my hand.

Just why, Blue? Why?!

Magre-reklamo na sana ako but he kissed me again. His kisses went down my neck. I tried so hard to suppress my moan but I just couldn't stop it.

"Sht Blue," I murmured repeatedly. Why is he like this?

I was about to touch his manhood again but he stopped me again. I can't understand why.

Right there, he stopped kissing me. Kung makahalik siya kanina akala mo naman mauubusan siya ng bibig. Bakit siya nagpapakipot ngayon? Ako na nga itong naggi-give in. Arte niya ha?

Padabog akong lumayo sa kanya at humarap sa harapan. Umayos na rin siya ng upo. Sarap niyang sakalin! Paasa siya!

"I just don't want to spoil this night, Kristina," he said. OA naman nito. Parang hindi pa namin nagagawa ng ilang beses ah? Masyadong pa-virgin.

Hindi ko siya sinagot. Nagtatampo ako kasi matapos niya akong halikan nang ganoon eh hindi niya naman ako pinanagutan. Kainis!

"I mean, this is the first night that we're officially together. I just want it to be romantic and.... I don't want you to think I'm just after sex," he continued. And suddenly, my heart fluttered. Hindi ko alam na magaling palang magpakilig itong si Asul. Because I admit, he got me there.

Dahil sa sinabi niya ay napalingon ako sa kanya at kahit na medyo naiinis pa rin ako sa ginawa niya ay nagawa ko pa ring ngumiti sa kanya.

Boyfriend ko na talaga siya!!!!