And Then It Happened (Completed)

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

I don't know kung tama itong gagawin ko. Pero ito lang ang naiisip kong paraan para matigil na ang kung ano mang nangyayari sa akin. I don't want it to bother me every second of my life. Ang ikli lang ng buhay. I want to make the best of it nang walang kababalaghang pumapasok sa isip ko.

Nakatayo ako sa harap ng pinto ng condo niya. Hindi ko alam kung kakatok ba ako o ano. Baka kapag nakita ko na ang mukha niya ay bigla na lang akong matakot at umatras.

Ugh. Ang bilis talagang magbago ng isip ko! Dapat talaga pinag-iisipin ko muna nang maigi. Kung ano-ano na lang tuloy ay nangyayari sa buhay ko. Nagapadala ako sa spur of the moment thingy.

"Okay. I should do this. Hindi ako pinalaking duwag ng parents ko. But on the other hand, hindi rin nila ako pinalaking marumi ang isip. Ugh! Sht," I murmured to myself, as I continue debating with myself inside my head. Ano ba ito.

"Kristy, isipin mo ang kaligayahan mo," I added. I took a deep breath and was about to knock on the door kaso umurong ulit ang mga kamay ko.

"Kristy, do it!" I commanded. Kakatok na sana ako pero hindi ko ulit tinuloy. Tumalikod ako at aalis na lang sana pero hindi pa man ako nakakalayo ay bumalik ulit ako sa kinatatayuan ko. Para akong baliw na paulit-ulit sumubok sa pagkatok pero laging nauudlot.

Not until someone opened the door and went out of his condo.

It was a girl...

Hindi lang basta babae. Isang magandang babae. She was wearing a very fit dress na hapit na hapit ang sexy figure niya with her exposed legs. Ang haba ng legs niya! Now I'm starting to get envy. Shit.

She looked at me from head to toe and I suddenly felt so low kaya wala na akong ibang nagawa kundi ang yumuko. This is disgusting.

"Bye, babe. 'Till next time," he said to Blue, who's standing just near the door. She even kissed him on the lips that made me feel the lowest. After their long exchange of saliva ay umalis na ang babae. She even raised a brow at me! Sinundan ko siya ng tingin and even the way she walks was so sexy. Naiinggit ako.

When the girl disappeared from my sight ay ibinalik ko na ang atensyon ko kay Blue and he is now looking at me intently. The way he stares at me sent chills down my spine. Shit. Na-miss ko ang tingin na 'yon.

"Ahh... ehh... ihh.. ohh.. uhh..." I mumbled crazily. I lost my mind again!

"What is it, Kristina?" he asked coolly. He's now leaning his back on the door and his hands on his pockets. He's only wearing pants without the shirt! Shit, feeling ko nag-iinit ang buong katawan ko.

"A-ano.. Ahh.. Kasi.." Shit, even constructing a sentence seemed so hard. Ano ba 'to?

"Yes?"

"A-anoo... Kasi.."

"Say it," he said. I took another deep breath and faced him with chin up.

"Sino 'yong babae?" I asked but he didn't answer directly. Natatakot akong baka masaktan ako sa isasagot niya. Natatakot akong baka nakahanap na agad siya ng kapalit ko.

"Why do you care?" He queried, still with his emotionless face.

I care because... I care.

"Ang ganda niya," I said in a sad tone. I was even bowing my head. Kasi naman, ang ganda-ganda niya! She's like a beauty queen. Nakaka-insecure. I never felt this way before.

"Get inside," narinig kong sabi ni Blue. Agad akong nagtaas ng ulo and saw him entering inside. Ako ba kausap niya?

Few seconds and he stopped on his track and turned his head to look at me.

"I said, get inside," he said with full authority kaya agad-agad akong napapasok nang hindi ulit nag-iisip. But hell, I'm already here. Might as well do what I need to do.

Nakita ko siyang lumapit sa may bar counter at kumuha ng isang bote ng kung anong inumin man 'yon and took a glass and pour some on it. Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya, observing his moves. He wasn't even looking at me but knowing he's just around me is already piercing through my soul. Para bang may kakaibang sensasyon akong nararamdaman whenever he's near.

I really am falling.

"What is it?" He suddenly mumbled. Napatitig lang ako sa mukha niya, torn between saying the words I want to say and walking towards him to kiss him.

"I thought you already ended everything," he added. That's what I thought too. Akala ko iyon na ang katapusan. But I was wrong. It's just merely the beginning.

"What's on your mind, Kristina? Say it," he said again. I looked at him. That's it. Tiningnan ko lang siya. I just looked at his handsome and perfect face. I looked at his eyes, his nose, his lips, his everything. He's truly a piece of perfection I just want to look at for the rest of my life. But I know I can't and there's no way for it to come true. Because for him, I'm just a toy.

I'm crazy. I think I've gone so insane that if ever I gave myself fully to him, I'm not going to regret it. He's like a drug... very addicting but destructing.

Is there any way para maging totoo lahat ng gusto kong mangyari? That I'll love him and he'll do the same? Will it be too much if I ask for it to come true? Or am I just lost thinking that the impossible will become possible?

I've gone crazy... very crazy.

With those thoughts in my head, hindi ko na namalayan na naglalakad na pala ako palapit sa kanya. I was indeed lost. Because all I could think about was kissing him fully on the lips.

Inagaw ko mula sa mga kamay niya ang bote at ang basong hawak niya and put it on the counter. I then looked at his eyes... with so much passion and hunger.

"I want you," I said before finally claiming his tasteful lips. God, how I miss those.

I almost throw myself at him but I don't care. All I want right now is him.

I felt his hands encircled around my waist and my hands around his neck. If only I could glue our body this close, I'd do it. Parang ayaw ko nang mahiwalay pa sa kanya.

He freed the counter and let me sit on top of it. He was fast and I think he wants this too. He then slid his body in between my legs, making my legs swirl around his waist.

"I miss you," I said, even though I know he doesn't feel the same.