Change My Mind | A Sequel to Back For You | A Harry Styles Fan Fiction

One Last Time

"What? Where? When? Why? WHAT?!" I ask and sit up. "Niall, you can't just go to New York like that? Niall!" I yell at him.

"I have to get away from here." He struggles to stand up and grabs his crutch. "Listen, I'm doing it for my own good. You can have Harry and fix your relationship. Maybe I'll find someone in New York. I have to get away from everyone for awhile. There's a YouTube convention thing going on next week. I'll check that out. Maybe after that I'll come home. Who knows. Im just gonna go with the flow I guess. I'll come home whenever I feel like it. Maybe I'll get a apartment there or something."

"Niall you can't! You can't Go live there!" I grab his hand. I stand up and wrap my arms around him. "Niall I love you. Please don't."

"Yeah I love you too, but you love Harry." Tears form in my eyes and bury my head in his chest. "Don't cry bug..." He rubs my back.

"I don't want you to leave." I sniffle. "You have to stay. I will do what ever to prevent you from leaving."

"Mads, we can text and talk on the phone, I'll be back eventually." He moves my face to look up at me. "I'll miss you but it's something I have to do.

"What happens when I want you to be home? What about my birthday? Or when Perrie has her baby? Or if I get pregnant again? Or Eleanor? " I continue to let the tears run down my face.

"If you two get pregnant, call me. When Perrie has her baby, call me. We can FaceTime on your birthday. I'll send you a present. I promise." He hugs me and sets me down on the couch. "I'll come back when I get a new Styles niece or nephew. I promise, I'll be there for you forever but love,"

"But what about the crazy fans. You got mobbed the last time you went to New York." I say, trying to dissuade him. "You can't leave. Darcy needs you. What if you get hurt. I would feel guilty."

I start crying harder and look up at him. "I'm sorry Niall. I'm sorry I lead you on like that. I'm sorry. I really thought Harry and I were done. If we really were, I was ready to take the next step with you. I'm sorry you found out the hard way. Niall please don't leave." I struggle to find my breathe.

"I forgive you. I'm sorry but I have to. I'll be careful.... One last time... Please." He looks down at me and sits, getting closer to my face. I don't move at all and his lips meet mine. This kiss wasn't a passionate, romantic kiss. It was the kind of 'you're leaving and I have no clue when I'm going to see my best friend again' kisses. He pulls away and wraps his arms around me. "I'm sorry, I have to go. I'm going to the airport tonight."

"I'm taking you." I say and text Harry. "I'm not letting you just leave with no goodbye."

"You don't have too." He says. "I know how to find my way around the airport"

"Well I am. When do you have to be there?"

"We should leave now." He answers.

We pull into the airport parking lot and I walk him as far as I can go. We stand in silence for several minutes before Niall finally speaks

"Madison Grace Styles. I love you and I promise if anything happens, you can call me. Okay? I'm still your big brother. I'm just taking a little England vacation. I'll always be there for you? Okay?" He hugs me and I fight the tears.

"Okay. I hope you find some one Ni." I hug him and he grabs his bag.

"Good bye bug." He waves and walks towards the terminal. I go back out to my car and just sit. 'Leaving in 20. Goodbye madibug' I sit and wait. I finally see Niall's plane disappear into the sky. Who knows when Niall would be back. I probably wouldn't be able to see him for months now. When Niall wants something. He does it. He won't be back.

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