I'll remember him 2

Sequel

Sequel on I'll remember him.

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In I'll remember him:



*Liam's POV*

Zayn keeps swimming through my thoughts, I can't think clearly anymore. I need to know what's wrong.


To: Zayn :)

-'we need to talk..'

"Celine and I have history. See you in math." Kate says and kisses my cheek. I don't kiss her back, my thoughts are to far away but she doesn't seem to mind.


- 'yea sure, when?"

- 'now?'

- 'Okay I'll pick u up.'


I walk to the parking to wait for Zayn to come. What will I say? I should let him start the conversation.
A black car drives in the parking lot and I get in. I'm sitting on the passenger seat next to my best friend. I hope he still is after our talk.

"Uh Liam, this is hard to say."
"Go ahead."
"I don't want to hurt you or anybody, I cant help it by myself."
"What's wrong Zayn?"
"I... I am different Liam, I fell in love."
"Oh."
"No its not 'oh' it is 'oh shit' Liam I fell in love with a guy."

What?

"I don't understand..."
"Yes you do, I am a fucking gay."

It feels like my world is breaking into little pieces. What is this? My best friend is gay and he wasn't going to tell me?

"Liam I am so sorry, I wanted to tell you but I never had the chance to."

I look at him, his eyes are full of shame.

"Who... Who did you fall in love with?" I dare to ask. I hope it's not me cause that would break our friendship... Forever.

"Kevin." Relief streams down my body.

I open the door of his car and look back at him. His eyes get wet, I dont want him to cry. I don't want him to feel bad about being gay, I want to be there for him and I don't know.. Help him or something but now I am just in shock. We are friends for tears and he tells me now? What if he has been in love with me once? Oh my god I cant think about it.

"I dont want things to change Liam."
"Believe me things will change."
"I told Astrid about it."

What?

My sister knew this? And she wasn't planning on telling me?

"I told her to keep it quiet." He answers my thoughts.
Why the fuck did he tell her instead of me, his best friend?

"She fell in love with me a few months ago, I told her I cant love her like she deserves." He answers my thoughts again.
I knew what he was going to tell me was bad, but I didn't see
that one coming.

I step out of the car and Zayn isn't following me. What am I supposed to do? Be understanding? Be mad? I am so confused this cant be really happening. I cant go to class now. I need to go home to think.

His car starts and pulls out of the lot.
I turn around to take a last look at the black car.


*Harry's POV*

"He isn't that bad." She says when Jake is far enough away.

"I guess so."

I dont know how to feel about him he's nice and stuff but I don't want him to hang with Astrid. I know that sounds selfish but thats how I feel. I want her for my own.

"Maybe he can be your friend too?"

No way.

"Yea maybe."

I don't want Jake to hang with Astrid cause he knows to much about my past. He knows things nobody else knows and has to know. What if he tells her? Then she never wants to see me again.

"Harry did you hear me?"
"No I am sorry what?"
"I need to go to class, which one do you have now?"
"English."
"I have Spanish, see you tomorrow?"
"Yea."

She pulls me into a strange hug, he feels strange but so good. For a moment I forget about everything.


*Kate's POV*

After classes I walk to the parking with Celine to meet Niall, Liam isn't there. I check my phone but I have no message from him.
I try to call him but his voicemail picks up the phone.

"Hey Liam where are you? Please call me when you hear this?"

Niall and Celine walk to the bus station when I decide to wait another five minutes. Normally Liam is already waiting for me.

While I am waiting the other students leave school and the parking gets slowly empty. I'll call him again.
This time someone picks up the phone, but it's not Liam.

"Hello Liam?"
"No it's Zayn."
"Oh."
"Liam left his phone in my car."

What was Liam doing there?

"You know where he is?"
"He's home I think."
"Thanks then I'll go there."
"You need a ride? You probably missed the bus and then you can take his phone with you."
"Uh that would be nice."
"I'll be there in five minutes."

Like he promised Zayn pulls into a lot in five minutes. I get into his car and pull my bag onto my lap.

"Thanks for driving me."
"You're welcome."
He hands me a black iPhone and smiles with sad eyes.

"You want to talk?" I ask him but he shakes his head.
"Maybe another time,thanks though"

I smile and open the door. When I close it I realize I didn't ask why Liam was in his car. That's probably the reason to his sadness. I'm happy I didn't ask. For once I could keep my big mouth shut and I'm proud of myself.


I wave at Zayn before walking in the house of my boyfriend. When I walk in he's putting his jacket on but when he sees me he lets out a breath.

"I was going to pick you up cause I heard you were waiting on me."
"Uh yea I was."
"I forgot my phone in Zayn's car."
"I know that too." I smile and show him his black phone.
"He brought you here?"
"Jup."
"Did he say anything?"
"He acted strange but no, why?"

What did he have to say? Liam hasn't any secrets for me right?

"No nothing."

I frown at him and he attempts to smile at me but fails.
The thoughts of me being the reason to his father's dead keeps my mind occupied.

"Liam I need to talk to you." I say and his face gets scared.
"Sure what about?" His voice is shaky where is he scared of? Does he have a secret?

"Not here."
I take his hand and he follows me to his bedroom. We sit down on the edge of his bed after I checked if the hallway is empty.

"Liam when did your father dy?"



*Liam's POV*

I knew this question was going to come but not this soon. What am I going to tell her?
"I.. I don't know."
"I know you do Liam, we are afraid of the same thing but I need to know."
She is thinking the same, she is blaming herself instead of being angry with my dad. This is worse.

"I don't want to know Kate. What if it's true? Will you leave me?"
"I would never leave you."
Her words calm me down and make the pain in my chest slightly getting less painful.

"Would you?" She asks.
"No, hell no Katie I would never leave you!"
"So what are we doing now?"
"When was your accident?"
I dare to ask and I regret the words when they roll over my lips. I wish I could take them back.
Please don't say 23th of June please don't. Say anything you want except of that date.

"The 23th of June."

My world is falling down. I knew she would say this I was just praying she would say 20 april or something.
I feel all my blood streaming to my head. My heart breaks into
thousand little pieces.