I'll remember him 2

Forever

*Liam's POV*


I knew this was coming, I just hoped that maybe she wasn't the reason of my dad's dead and my dad not the reason to her accident. What are we supposed to do now? I don't want to lose her but I need some time to think.

"Liam I.. I'm so sorry."
"You can't help it."

It's true she can't help it. My dad left us, he wasn't that drunk but he was angry. He probably wasn't looking at the road.

"Kate, I just need some time."
"Yea me too."

I look at her, she's as shocked as I am. We both saw this coming but Zayn being gay and now this,
it's just too much.

"I'll go then." Kate says and I don't answer. She stands up from the bed and closes the door after looking back.



*Zayn's POV*


I want to talk to Kevin about my feelings towards him. I know he's gay too, he kissed me at Sam's party and I just feel it in my bones.
I'll drive to his house to talk to him.
It's been a while since I saw him and I start missing him.


*Astrid's POV*

The doorbell rings and I walk to open it. Kate probably forgot something.
When I open the door it's not Kate, but the brown haired guy I lunched with, it's Jake.

"Uh hey."
"Hey." His hand runs through his hair.
"Niall is upstairs, I'll call him."
"No, I came to see you."

To see me? My heart flutters, it's the first time a guy really wants to see me.

"I wanted to ask your number and if you maybe want go on a date with me?"

Whuuuut.

"Uhm yea sure." I stutter.
"Cool." he says and his hand goes through his hair again. I assume that's something he does when he's nervous.
I dictate him my number.
"Tomorrow after school?"
"Yea sure." I smile trying to sound cool but inside I'm so excited.
"See you then." he says and kisses
my cheek. I flush, o my god I flush.

When he's back in his car I close the door. I lean with my back against it and let out a breath. He's so damn hot.
He asked me on a date o my god.


*Jake's POV*

Wow, I have a date with the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. It's strange she wants to be friends with Harry after all what he has done in the past, all the girls, her family and before I knew him he did things much worse than that.
Does she know about them? Probably.
She has a big heart if she forgives him his past.


*Kate's POV*

This day can't get worse. First Liam is acting so weird about Zayn and being in his car and now we find out I am the fucking reason he lost his dad. I could kill myself right now.

How am I even getting home? I can't drive a fucking car and if I could I don't have a fucking car to fucking drive. I don't have money for a bus and there's no fucking way I ride a fucking bike again ever in my life.

Fuck.

Then there's is no other way, I need to walk home on my own. Its already getting dark outside and I have 20 minutes walking laying in front of me.

Fuck.

I'll call my mother to pick me up. I take my phone but put it back. A walk couldn't be that bad and I need to clear my mind before I talk to my mother who's already furious about Louis.

I decide to walk to the park where Liam and I met and where he sang that song to me under the trees full of little lamps. The lights are gone now so the place doesn't give me the same feeling as on my birthday. That was fucking yesterday. Liam was singing to me and now I don't even know if we are still together.

Fuck.

I sit down and think back about yesterday. I take to golden letters between my fingers.
'forever'
yea right forever, a day later we already broke up.
Did we broke up?
I don't think so. We both need some time to get over this shit but we didn't really break up.

I lay myself down on the bank, I feel like a fucking homeless drunk laying here but today I don't give a single fuck. It's freezing here but I'm too tired to care about it. I close my eyes and fall asleep.


*Louis' POV*

Why isn't she coming home? She would help me with mum. I don't know what to do here. I'll call her to come home.

Damn, voicemail. She never picks up her phone when you need her but she's texting all the time. I sound like my mother.
I'll call Emms to pass the time.

"Hey Lou." her voice sounds too happy.
"Hey Emms."
"What's wrong?"
"I told my mum."
"What? How did she react?"
"Like expected." I lie.
"Oh, I'm sorry Lou, but we don't have to break up right?"
"No, we don't."
"I love you."
"I love you."

I end the call, it was a short conversation but it needed to end.


*Zayn's POV*

"Do you have a minute?" I ask when Kevin opens the door.
"Uh maybe another time."
Of course he doesn't want to talk to me. He has no feelings for me.

"Who's there?" a male voice asks.
A guy, 22 years old I think kisses Kevin's neck. Ew. An old man kissing my Kevin? well he's not mine but we kissed. Kevin looks down.
"I really think you should go."
I nod and turn around I can't look at this anymore. I walk straight to my car but before starting it I inhale and exhale to calm down. I don't want to be the cause of an accident.