I'll remember him 2

Past

*Kate's POV*

My first night here was terrible, it isn't my first time but the first time without another place to go, anyway it was terrible.

I was too warm and when I pushed the blanket away I was too cold. So I needed to sleep with one leg under and one above the blanket.
Liam was snoring softly and the wind made the tree touching the window the whole time, it made a creepy sound and I couldn't sleep at all.

Where did Astrid sleep? I didn't see her a whole day. Oh she went to her granny maybe she slept there.
Celine and Niall came home at 23.00 last night. Liam and I were already asleep, well Liam was, Celine was giggling the in tire time.

Liam is staring at the ceiling, I didn't sleep and since he woke up we didn't talk. Is he still mad with me because of Zayn? Or has it something to do with Louis?
Or both?


*Zayn's POV*

I couldn't sleep at all this night, my mind is too occupied with Kevin to sleep. He told me he loves me and my heart fluttered but for a reason I didn't really believe him. He sent me multiple text messages and called me every minute but I didn't respond. I don't know why, I just didn't.


*Louis' POV*

Why didn't he tell her before I arrived with her bag? Then I could have talked to her about it. Why didn't that fool just tell her? When she finds out she'll be devastated. I know I should tell her by myself but I didn't have the chance to.



*Astrid's POV*

I open my eyes, I'm laying on an empty couch with a blanket wrapped around me. I smell...chocolate?
I get up from the couch, where is Jake? I walk to his bedroom, empty.
I head to the bedroom of his little brother. I love that kid. I open the door of a bleu bedroom, there are posters all around the room of superheroes and puppies. A little lamp in the shape of a star lights up the room lightly. The boy is laying on his bed in a red pajamas with little bears on it. In his arms he's holding a little horse.

"My grandfather gave him that horse right before he died." Jake says from behind me.
"I'm sorry." I whisper and close the door so we wont wake the little guy. Dear Matt, so young and he already lost his grandfather and his mother is in the hospital.

You lost your father at his age.

"I made breakfast." Jake releases me from my dark thoughts.
He smiles and I follow him to the kitchen. He made apple juice and strawberries with brown chocolate.

"Wow, you really tried your best." I say when I see the table. There are two white plates on the wooden table with a white candle between them. He hugs my back and kisses my neck. "I love you" these words make me blush and smile every time again and again.


***

We're sitting outside on the bench in their garden on the grass between yellow flowers. Matt is playing in the grass with his horse and a few cars.

"You have a big hear Assie, you can forgive Harry's past and be his friend." Jake says without looking at me. Past? What past?

"How do you mean his past? I know he has hurt my family and friends but he said he's sorry and I believe him."

"You know about the girls he used to... You know... Use."

The thoughts of Harry sleeping with so many girls makes me feel sick. I can't and don't want to imagine.

"Yea." I say quiet.

"See, you have a very big heart to forgive him the girls, hurting your family, drinking and using drugs..."

Wow hold on a second. Drugs?

"How do you mean drinking and drugs? Did he use drugs?"

"Uhm yea." Jake chuckles and his hand goes through his hair, he thinks this is an uncomfortable situation.

Why?

"He used or uses?" I dare to ask.
"Used I think, before Sam's party he used it daily but since then he didn't take it anymore." Ohw.

The day you met. My brain tells me but I push that thought away.

Why didn't Harry tell me about this? How stupid am I? Why am I surprised? He's Harry Styles.

"Do you... Take it too?" I ask him while looking at the playing Matt.
Please say no.

"I did, only a few times when I was at a party with Harry."

I didn't know they were sort of friends. Harry doesn't have friends but Jake is the closest thing he has. Except of me.

I can't believe it.. Well actually I can but I don't want to believe it.


(The vacation is finished :( don't want to go backkkkk! 🌴🍕 I need more vacation. x x comment and vote! Love you all! Thanks for the nice messages I get I really appreciate it! )