Dean's POV
Castiel. I love Cas. But I have something I must confess. You won't like it but please just listen because before I explain this to Cas. I must explain this to you.
Cas and I have been together for about a week and a half now. Everything was going perfectly. Until one night I went over to Benny's for a couple drinks with friends without Cas.
~flashback~
"SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS"
Everyone yelled as I downed the last shot in front of me beating Meg by two.
"You really can hold them down Dean." Meg smirked and winked at me "I like a man who can handle his alcohol." I smiled back at her before taking the last sip of my beer and going to go get another one.
I called castiel suddenly feeling lonely without his presence.
ring ring rin- " hello Dean? "
"Hello Cassie"
"Dean are you drunk?"
"pshhhh noo my little casssie baby."
"Dean yes you are I hope you don't plan on driving home." No matter how bad Cas pretended to be he really cares.
I stopped I hadn't thought about how I was going to get home.
"nahh I will just stay at Benny's house tonight."
"Okay Dean I miss you, see you tomorrow."
"I really just wanna kiss you right nowww cassssss."
"Goodnight Dean." He hung up.
If only I had left Benny's house right then. I could have prevented what came next.
"Hey Dean." Meg walked up to me and ran her hand across my chest while gradually getting closer and closer to me.
"Hey Meg." I looked down at her, she had spilt beer on herself and taken her pants off in strip poker.
" wanna go upstairs?" She lightly grabbed the front of my shirt and started pulling my towards the staircase and I didn't object, I didn't push her away an I didn't tell her no.
The only other thing I remember that night before everything went fuzzy was the sight of Meg on top of me as I pulled my shirt off then, black.
The next morning I awoke nude next to a naked Meg and a raging headache. I frantically searched for my clothes and my wallet as I ran to the bathroom to get dressed an get as far away as possible from what was happening right now.
"shit shit shit shit shit." I cursed out loud as I started the engine and sped off in the direction of castiels house. I know I had brought extra clothes there so I could change then. Right now was not the time to worry about that. But about what I had just done to Cas.
My Cas, the punk, the stoner, the all around though guy, and I just had to go and do something like this.
I just had to.
AN
sorry bois I couldn't help myself. Inbox me ideas for another one shot book I want to start!
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Punks Don't Like Nerds
FanfictionDestiel high school AU Castiel the punk meets the new kid Dean Winchester. Dean is a depressed teenager and Cas is there to help. WARNINGS: Self harm, and lots of DESTIEL. Disclaimer/ I do not own supernatural or any of it's characters.