Alicia POV
The next day I wake up feeling excited yet mad and alittle annoyed alright let me explain all these emotions. Yes I got my period okay gosh no big deal and yes that why I'm annoyed. but AGHHHHHHH I'm officially the Luke Hemmings girlfriend like ew I sound like a groupie I'm totally not just okay maybe I am slightly so ya that's why im excited and I'm mad because if Michael could make a deal like this what else could he be hiding from me.
I walk downstairs and grab my white converse and my art bag and a sweater. "Where are you going" Michael says I don't even turn around "look Michael I'm mad at you right now and I'm on my period where blood goes everywhere so why don't you leave me the bloody hell alone" I say and just walk out the door making sure I got my keys.
I walk to the cliff yup that cliff that I almost 'jumped off'. No I'm not here to die today maybe any other day I'm here cause it's relaxing I love hearing the waves crash and it's a perfect place to let my brian go wild with only a pencil.
As I close my eyes and draw I feel myself having trouble breathing oh gosh I'm having a panic attack and no ones here I just have to do this by myself no I'm not alone don't think that Alicia it will just get worse.
I look around for my phone and call Luke. He answers immediately "hey babe what's up" he says "l-luke I n-need your help..... I'm kinda h-have a p-pan-nic attack" I say trying to calm down "Alicia listen to me I'm right here just calm down your not alone because I love you and I will never leave you alone" "l-Luke can you ssing me a song to calm me" without a reply he starts singing , "The Love You're Given" by Jack Garratt
After he finishes the song I'm calmed and relaxed "hey babe what happen earlier" he says quietly. I didn't exactly know I look down at my painting instead of drawing a cliff I drew the car crash my parents died in it brought terrible memories "Luke it would be easier to tell you in person meet me at the lake in 2 hours" and with that I ended the call. I know 2 hours is a long time but I need to figure things out cause something in this picture isn't right.
Guys I don't think my parents death was an accident......
A/N: UGH I KNOW YALL HATE ME IM SORRY OKAY ITS JUST I GET WRITERS BLOCK AND THEN IDK I FORGET TO WRITE I KNOW TERRIBLE EXCUSE OKAY BUT IM GONNA BE HONEST WHAT FORCED ME TO WRITE THIS WAS THAT SOMEONE PUT THIS IN THERE WAITING FOR UPDATE THING AND I FELT BAD HEY IF YOUR THAT PERSON AND YOUR READING THIS IM NOT MAD I WANNA SAY THANK YOU FOR FORCING ME TO WRITE I FEEL ALITTLE BETTER THEN I HAVE BEEN RECENTLY EVERYTHING FINALLY FLOWED OUT NOT LIKE IN A BATHROOM WAY LIKE IDK IM HOPING YALL UNDERSTAND...ANYWAYS I KNOW CLIFF HANGER IM SORRY IM JUST TIRED ITS LIKE 1 AM AND UGHH SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK OKAY ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU ALL VOTE COMMENT ONLY IF YOU WANT TO AND DONT FORGET TO READ OUR OTHER BOOKS HOPE YALL ENJOY IT ;)
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FanfictionHi, my name is Alicia Clifford. Yes, I'm the sister of Michael Clifford no big deal. My parents died 4 years ago in a car accident. Since then I've lived with Michael in a big condo in California. I have long blonde hair but it's sort of ombré at...
