Let Me Mend Your Broken Heart (editing process)

Chapter 1:

CHAPTER 1:

I woke up in the morning. Same routine. Gising, magbabasa ng mga texts/gm’s. then haharap sa salamin. Tas sa bathroom to do my necessities like brush my teeth, hilamos… etc. then I eat my breakfast, then I go to school. Oo nga pala. Najima Marie Dela Fuente here! 18 years old. Currently studying. I’m 3rd year college. Taking the course of Bachelor of Science in Tourism Management.  And I don’t believe In love.. well I used to. Pero now,, oh no my dear, hahaha. What’s the point if you still get hurt in the end?

(an: Najima Marie Dela Fuente on the right side ^_^) 

 So anyway. I’m at

School na. hehe at kakastart palang ng first semester. Magkikita kami ni Trish sa canteen. My bff for life. Since elementary pa. oh diba? 

She know’s everything about me. Alam nya kung paano ako kumilos. Alam nya ang mga positive at negative attitudes ko. Hello? Not perfect here. Tao lang din po ako na nagkakamali.. at halos sabay naming gawin ang lahat together. Sabay kumain. Pumasok maligo.. oh come on guys. Watya think? Classmate nga since elementary nga diba?? Ah basta. Sabay din kami mag dates. You know like double date. Tas mag bar, shopping, as in lahat. Lahat nga diba? Ang kulit. Haha, so anyways. Eto na sya.

So ayun sabay na kaming pumunta sa classrooms namin. Late na kami. Ang layo pa ng building -______- and nakaheels pa kami. Yess. Required ang magheels sa course namin.. except on Fridays. Hehe. So Monday to Thursday  is officially pain day for me.. unlike Trish who is owning her heels right now..

I don’t see why Trish doesn’t have a boyfriend, she’s funny, smart, fun to be with and pretty. Unlike me … pangit na nga broken hearted pa.. poor me :/

“araaay!” -____- si Trish. Binatukan ako. Aray ha. Parang di masakiiit..ampfff!!

“nakatulala ka nanaman, watch your step oh paakyat na tayo.” Oo nga pala. Asa building na kami.. aakyat pa kami sa 4th floor. 1st subj. Geometry… hell. Not really good at math.

“look. Just trust me, you’ll find someone better than him. Someone you deserve. Stop thinking about him. Your pretty and guys really want to ask you out.”

“if I’m really pretty then, why does he left me hanging there huh? Why did he choose that witch over me?"

“because you deserve someone better than him. Come on everything happens for a reason.”

“yes, you’re right. I know that everything happens for a reason. I know that it’s all in God’s plan. But sometimes, I wish I knew what that reason was…”

“Goodmorning sir, Sorry were late”

“okay Miss Dela Fuente and Miss Castro, take your seats. And class prepare for a long quiz on Wednesday…. Blah. Blah. Blah…….”

Then nag vibrate yung phone ko, si trish..

Sender: bes Trish :”)

“bes! Bar tayo maya?”

Typing…

“I don’t feel like it. Pass muna “

Sent.

“oh come on. Just like old times. Maghahanap ng guys.. then let’s drink till we drop”

“wala ako sa mood mag bar ngayon..”

“cge na bes please?? Then let’s not drink. Resto Bar naman pupuntahan natin mamaya eh. Let’s just eat then. Simula nung nag break kayo, we never get to hang out anymore, I miss the old you naja (nadya) come on. Just the two of us.”

Then tumingin ako sakanya..asa bandang likod sya eh. Sa Geometry subj lang kami magkahiwalay ng seats ni Trish.. hindi kasi Alphabetically arranged, random kami -____- so yun pagkalingon ko sakanya ayuuun… nag puppy face sya. Eh alam nyang di ko sya matatanggihan.. hay, jusko po..

Typing…..

To: bes Trish :”)

“okay bess. Basta, just the two of us. promise me we won’t drink”

Sent.

Nag reply naman sya:

“opo. Thanks bess, I promise labyuu :*”

Baliw talaga si trish. Actually.. on and off naman yung 6 years na relationship namin ni Alden. Nag srtart naging kami nung 2nd year palang kami.. he was my first everything. First kiss, first dance, first date, first boyfriend, first break up.  I decided to officially end our relationship when I saw him in the Bar kissing girls.. yes tama GIRLS as in plural. What a playboy. Kasi yung mga past break up’s namin parang cool off. Then mag babalikan kami. Kada nag co-cool off kami lagi kaming gumogora ni trish sa Bar. And timing nung gabing yun, I saw him kissing them, and we made a scene..

*FLASHBACK*

I am so depressed mag o-one month na kaming mag cool off ni Alden. Hindi naman umaabot ng ganito katagal yung away namin. Nag-bago na kasi ang pakikitungo niya saakin these past few months. So I decided to give him some space. Because I think we both need it. So ayun na nga nag-cool off muna kaming dalawa. Then pag mailnaw na saamin ang lahat tsaka kami magbabalikan. Yun ang usapan. Pinilit kong kayanin. Pinilit kong kayanin kahit nahihirapan na ako.  At pinanghahawakan ko yung usapan namin, kaya I remain committed to him, deadma saakin yung ibang boys kasi alam ko naman na committed pa rin siya saakin…..NOT!

I texted Trish na mag-bar kami, you know para mawala yung pain. :’( *sob*. Then as we went Inside, I saw him. I saw him flirting and he’s surrounded by those ugly witches. Nakoo. Mukang napaaga ata ang holloween ngayon -_______-

Hangga’t sa di ko namalayan na nasa harapan ko na sila ngayon. Nagulat siya. Nagtataka naman ung mga bruha. Tumulo yung luha sa mga mata ko.

“hon, I can’t explain.” Hinawakan nya kamay ko.

“don’t you dare touch me. And don’t you dare call me Hon!”

“can’t you just let me explain first?! Yan kasi ang mahirap sainyong mga babae e, ang hilig niyong mag-jump into conclusions without even asking me what’s going on!”

“save your reason. It’s not worthed because I saw you kissing and flirting with them with my own two eyes! I remain committed to you because I thought that you remain committed to me too. Inaalagaan ko yung 6 years relationship natin. I swallowed my pride. I always let you win during our fights, but this time, hindi na. sawa na ako Alden. Sinayang mo lang lahat ng sacrifices, efforts, at pagmamahal ko sayo. We are over.”

“if that’s what you want then fine. I never had fun with our relationship anyway, childish ka kasi, ulyanin, careless, clumsy. If you want to go, then Go. I’m not happy anymore. Sawa na ako. i’d rather spend time with these ladies by my side. They know how to have some real fun. Unlike you”

“w-w-what are you talking about?!”

“what?! For crying out loud, you don’t even notice? 6 years of our relationship, and we haven’t even had sex yet!”  nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. Biglang tumulo ulit ang luha sa mga mata ko. Peste! :’(

“what? They haven’t even had sex yet?!” bulong nung isang girl.

“omygash. No wonder pinagpalit siya.” Sabi pa nung isa.. -_______-

“come on Alden. We can go to my place then we are going to have some real fun” sabi niya. Sabay kiss pa sa cheeks ni Alden. Then they left. He left me hanging there. Nakita nilang lahat yung scene nay un. I ran out. And went home.

*End of Flashback*

So you see? Kaya ako di naniniwala sa Love na yan kasi sobrang nasaktan ako.. hanggang nagyon nasasaktan padin ako. parepareho lang silang lahat..