Disappearing Act// Phan [Complete]

Chapter 30: Notes

Phil's POV:
Everyday, I would visit Dan in hospital. I read online that even though they're trapped in their body, they still get lonely and they can sense people's presence so I would sit with him, even talk to him and tell him about the news on Tumblr and what he's missing out on.

During my weeks sat alone with Dan, we were visited by many of our friends who payed their respects. There were a lot of comings and goings as we were visited by the likes of Dodie and Jon, Hazel, Jack and Dean, Chris and Pj. It was nice to see that they cared but somehow, my mind wasn't focusing on anything. I'd smile a little and talk some, but never as much as I would with Dan. B's visits became less frequent as she became more and more weighed down with school. It was all getting too much. I had been clean for almost seven years until the incident. Maybe it was working its way back into my mind. Every time I saw a bus, I willed it to hit me.

Maybe I was slipping away again.

And Dan isn't here to catch me...

B's POV:
It was late evening by the time I got in from school. I unlocked the door to find a letter on the mat. I picked it up and carried it to my room where I dropped my bag. I opened the letter carefully and unfolded it. I noticed Phil's scrawling handwriting and I quickly read the note. I pulled on my coat and ran out into the crowded street. I ran faster than I had ever before. I unlocked the door to the flats, my hands shaking uncontrollably. I ran as fast as I could up the many flights of stairs to the front door. I unlocked the door with the keys Dan gave me last summer, and ran inside.
"PHIL?! PHIL?!" I called out, checking every room. I opened the door to his room to find it spotless and tidy. Dan's room however, the bedding was falling off the bed and there were tear stains on the pillows. I checked every room until there was one left. I banged on the door.
"Phil? Phil I know you're in there. Let me in. Please. I want to help you get back in your feet again. But I can only do that if you let me in." I called through the door.

"Please B. Go. You don't need to save me. I'm not worth this anymore. I'm a waste of space. I'm leaving. You can't stop that." A small voice came from the bathroom.

"Please, Phil. I can't loose you too."

A/N: OoOoOOOoHh, things are heating up in this book. Sorry for another late upload :/

Stay awkward,
E x