Issy was a high school drop out, she fell in love and got with Michael Jackson. He was joining the music industry and moving to LA and Issy wouldn't stay behind for the remaining 5 months of high school to graduate. Her family disowned her for this...
We're back in New York as I fancy a break away from everything and i thought why not take Summer to a state that has Snow as it will be fun so here we are.
I wasn't pregnant thank god, I want more kids but not at the moment. James has become less consistent with keeping in contact with me and Michael just keeps being nicer and getting close again. It was stressing me out and I had a difficult photo shoot battle with one of the magazines as they decided to photoshop my photos so that was very stressful to deal with.
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I finish getting change (above) then I apply my make up and I go to help summer get dressed as she probably haven't done it herself.
I enter her room and find her sat there in just her vest and underwear playing with her teddy bears. "Why aren't you dress?"
"Daisy wanted to play"
"Did she now?" I ask raising an eyebrow
"Uh huh" she smiles nodding her head
"Come on, let's get you dressed"
She huffs putting her stuffed dog down then comes over to me
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Once she's all finally changed (above) we leave going outside heading to a nearby cafe for breakfast.
"What do you want sweetie?"
"Hot chocolate with chocolate chip pancakes" she smiles
I nod ok and order two hot chocolates, one chocolate pancakes and one blue berry pancakes.
"Mommy, why didn't Daddy come with us?"
"Daddy is very busy with work and I thought it'll be nice just us two."
"Oh. Ok"
"Why?"
"I was just wondering cause he will be alone"
"He got the animals"
"That isn't the same though"
I remain quiet not knowing what to say and look through the paper that's on the table.
Our food and drinks arrive and she eats it in silence for probably the first time ever. I eat mine in silence as I think of everything that's going on in our lives.
30mins later We arrive at Central Park which looks beautiful in the snow, we find a clear spot and Summer immediately starts to make a snow angel.
I take a few photos then we decide to make a snowman.
"Let's make a pet for him too"
"What pet?"
"Kitty" she cheers
I nod ok and we begin on making a cat for Percy the snowman, she choose the name not me.
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"What shall we name it Mommy?"
"Whatever you want"
"KitKat"
I chuckle and nod ok. Then she poses next to Percy and KitKat for a photo.
