Thoughts...

Her.

I watch every move you make and everytime I see you I realize what bad of my mistake I made by telling you. It changed everything and now I can't even focus in class because instead I am focusing on you. Your just so beautiful and you have the nerve to say your ugly or fat because your not at all. I dream about kissing your plump lips and how perfect they would fit with mine. I dream about sitting together in class holding hands and I just can't focus on commas when I have your perfect face in front of the board.
I dream about all of this and everytime I would have to say she will never love you and you screwed up everything by telling her. She doesn't want to touch you or get near because she thinks it will lead me on but it wouldn't I just want things to go back to normal. Where we can lean on each other and tickle each other in class and sit together and it wouldn't be awkward but then I have to come and fuck up everything. I think maybe if I never told you then I could make a move and you might accept because we hanged out alot and you finally found out that you have the same feelings for me but since I freaked you out by telling you, you might never come to the realization or I just should have waited but that's me being hopeful cause I ways read signs wrong and think a person likes me but they don't. Now we can never be that close even in a friend way because.....

I FUCKED UP!!!