Thoughts...

Happier

The day after I uploaded the last chapter/part everything has changed. It's like something clicked in my mind which is making me a lot happier. Like I don't give a fuck anymore. Like I had a band test and instead of freaking out like I use too I was actually pretty calm and tried to actually comfort one of my other friends that was having a break down. Like as long as you don't care what people think of you then you would automatically be happier. I know people always say don't give a fuck and I could always give a fuck because that was just who I was but ever sense that event and me crying myself to sleep it's like a something switch and it's made me happier.
Your probably thinking I want to be happier and give no fucks and all I have to say to you is that I tried to not give a fuck but instead I was giving a fuck about not giving a fuck. So just wait and maybe one day it will switch in your brain and boom happiness. 😄