Thoughts...

Tuesdays.

I just wanted to say that so far every Tuesday has been amazing.
Like so much shit happened that really gave me hope in love.
Ok so like first of all every Tuesday I have all my easy classes which is basically drumline, social studies, ecap, and then art. So the day goes on as planned and nothing really happens until lunch. At lunch I see my crush and we talk for a bit and my best friend was there and she's like I ship you two and I played it off like really? Omg werid when I really wanted to say was sammee. Later on when we were sitting down I see my other crush which is older than me and I swear to fucking god my fucking heart skipped a beat and I was like well shit and kinda awkwardly laugh and eat my feelings. Later on in art all four of us started talking about this cute guy in our art class and like we all said we'd smash even the dude that has a girlfriend said he would go gay for this dude. Like yes he is a senior and all but that's what makes this better. We started talking and at one point they said I think Ashley would actually have a shot with him cause like just look at you with your pretty eyes and beautiful smile and like fam this is amazing cause this guy is hot and my friends think I am that cool to date the artsy senior in our class. So now we are after school getting ready for band and like this kid gave me a compliment?? I guess you can call it that. I was laying down next to them and like he was like if you were a chicken then I would eat your leg and I just got the fuck up and was like wtf dude. We just laughed it off and I made very sexual jokes that made him uncomfortable. Every time I layed next to him he always did this thing with my legs by slapping his hands in between and I was like I can't do this to you cause you are criss cross apple sauce. Anyways I go and walk to the store with the group of guys and girls and I swear to you I was the 7th wheel. Until we started walking back this other kid which was friends with the leg compliment person, started to just put his hand on my shoulder cause he was 'falling'. Whatever. So after band practice I went home and did streaks and it was great. Litterly the guys that I really kinda sorta like started to talk to me and yes they both are older but like clearly my friends see me with older people so does it matter. To specify when I say older I mean like sophmore and junior. So anyways I talk to them and they seem to have genuine care about how my band practice went and like we started a whole nother conversation after that and now the guy that doesn't even go to my school is still talking to me and we talking about life problems and it's great.
Update on this at like 11 p.m.: so this guy that I thought was way out of my league and is like super hot just asked me out to go and have tea with his after court which is where I meet him and it's perfect like omgg like not even coffee or anything tea which is what I love omgg
I just wanted to say all of this because I felt like it needed to be recorded on internet then just kept all in my brain. Thank you and to my best friend... now you know.