Thoughts...

I am not falling for it. Again.

I don't know what the fuck to think anymore...
Do you like me
Or
Are you just another guy that likes to get a reaction from me when you flirt
I know you do the same thing to other girls so what should I expect
I just need to not react... not give off any sign that I actually like the affection... that I am falling for your god damn tricks
I am not doing that again
Chasing after boys that act like they like me... when in reality they don't
I am no longer doing the chasing
I am pretending that you are invisible
You no longer have control over my feelings
I know I sometimes get in your view to try to get a reaction from you but it doesn't work
I know I keep peeking and quick looking in your direction to see if you are looking but you aren't
But when I least expect it and I am not even trying to get your attention
You come up right behind me and say something cute
Uggghhhh I fucking hate you
I am not falling for it again
I will not
I am just going to focus on my school like I did before you came into my life
Yes, I still hope that you would ask me to the dance but you know what I don't care because I am an independent woman that can go to the dance by myself and have a blast without you
I don't need you
I got it like I told you many times but you still insisted to carry the god damn cooler that really pissed me off.