Thoughts...

Don't give up

I think yesterday was probably the best day of my life... There were so many risks I took and it ended well. Told my crush they should just ask me out already and they did. I now have a date to the dance. I also saw one of my teachers cry and this was the teacher that I cried in front of. I saw the person I look up to cry. She was balling and I was completely fine. I never thought I would ever see that... like 3 years of seeing her and never have I saw her cry. I felt like the strong one compared to her instead of the other way around. I also got a box of pizza at the end of the day for student apprication day... They also choice my date lol. This is it the end of a lot if things. The end of the last Friday I'll ever have as an 8th grader. The end of my streak with being single... it was 14 years. The end of my sadness with thinking I am not special because from what happened today that's special. Plus you know Thursday was also pretty cool just not as cool as Friday. On Thursday, I took my algebra final and bro I got 24/25 like bro I thought I would get like 12 but nope... I am so proud of myself. Almost like that mental breakdown was just a bump in the road to this great success. I did it. My math teacher also called me out in the middle of class and I loved it cause this was the first time he called me out for something good. That made me feel good. On Thursday night one of my closest friends told me they liked me and I had to tell them we are really great friends and that we should stay like that. It's all awkward but we still friends. This is just the start of something new and it can only get better from this. Monday we got practice and award ceremony. Tuesday is our dance at which I have a date now lol wow I can say that now. Wednesday I will shock everyone with my extra dress and get promoted. Thursday is the last day I will see most of friends and all teachers. Friday is the pool day with friends. Saturday I have a wedding to attend to. Sunday well I don't know what happens Sunday but I think it will be the first break day I will have in a long time. Every weekend leading up to promotion weekend is packed. With ether carnivals, baseball games, and birthday parties. Life is going good and I hope it stays like that please dont give up. 100% don't give up. It will happen. I didn't give up on algebra and look at me. I didn't give up on him and look at me now. I didn't give up on the fact she is human and look at her now... She is. Don't give up. Don't!