I had huge plans for today...
Morning- receive student of the month
Afternoon- go to desert view
Class- watch movie
After school- baseball meeting
Thing is I thought today was going to be awesome and the happiest day of my life
It wasn't actually...
Morning- received award but not from one of my actual teachers so it was like guess I don't matter to those teachers
Afternoon- I realized that the baseball meeting guy just fucks with everyone people's feelings like I wasn't the only one that he used those pick up lines on and he used a few on a high school student when we went to DVH
Class- we started to talk about college and about cost of it I then go and search all the requirements for it and scholarships and every time I look at it think about it or talk about it I just lose hope everytime that I might actually make it or even be eligible like I'll fail and just learning more about u of a I think that I most likely be where I go but that's my defult but whatever and yeah we did end up watching the movie which just made me rethink my love life and about Harvard again so great
After school- I felt all alone my best friend can't be there cause her mom then baseball meeting boy had broken arm so joined track instead and then the only other person I know is my best friends ex and sure as hell I wasn't going to hang out with him so I was alone great
So I did do all the things I planned just didn't turn out to make me happy but that's life
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Thoughts...
Non-FictionThese are some thoughts that I have and I am too scared to tell so I write them.
