Thoughts...

Exhaustion

I am so completely exhausted...
A lot happened on Friday some good and bad.
So I first wake up and I am already tired cause I didn't get enough sleep for I had to help my mom with concession stands and then had to do hw so... I wake up and I have to get ready for this career shadow thing. I finally decide on a outfit and start to curl my hair I look at the time and I can do my hair in 30mins. Right? WRONG. As I am rushing to do my hair I burn off part of my fingerprint on my left thumb. I also had to makeup too so I get my stuff and I am basically running to get to the bus stop. I miss it. Fuck. I couldn't have my mom drive me because she went on a field with my brother. So I start to walk to school and keep in mind I am in fucking high heel boots. Huh. Then I get a text from my mom asking if I am on the bus and I said no I am walking. She doesn't reply so I kept walking to school. She finally texts back and is like I am coming to get you so grab two water bottles and my phone so when I come you can hop in the car. So at this point I am already half way down the street and she's going to be home in 15 mins. So I have 15 mins. to then run back home, open the doors with my key, grab water bottles, and find mom's phone, then report outside. So in the 15 mins. I ran home and open 1 of the two doors and as she is pulling up I open the second one and run upstairs for the water bottles and phone she then calls me and is like where the fuck are you. So I was like I couldn't find your phone. So I go down stairs and give her the bottles and phone. Success. Mom didn't find out that I was trying to walk to school ALONE. Cause she would kill me if she knew so. Finally I get to school and mom yelled at me the whole way there saying my brothers field trip bus was going to be there in 20 mins. So she had be back there to load so that's why she needed me to be outside and ready.
So I think finally the worst is over now I can just go and this field trip and enjoy myself. OH FUCK NO.
When I went to class they didn't have my name tag which meant I didn't know where to meet my chaperone or who they even were. So I have to go to the person in charge and she gives me the slip on where to go and everything so I meet up with the chaperone and they tell me I can't go because I didn't turn in my fucking permission slip. SHIT. I thought I already turned that in so I didn't worry about it when all the teachers were constantly reminding us to get the slip in. So I had to call my mom again. She in now in a crowded bus with screaming children and can't hear a word I am saying. I yelling in the phone so she can hear me because she kept on saying what. So I go back to the person in charge and is like my mom is on the phone. So she talks to her and is like you can go if you put the emergency phone numbers on a piece of paper and give it to the chaperone. So I do as so and the chaperone doesn't belive me so she walks with me to the person in charge and is like are you sure and she said yes. So now I am home free finally. Blah. Blah. Blah. Bus ride. Blah. Blah. And now we get the place at which we are shadowing and we went up so many stairs and remember I still have those high heel boots on. So blah. Blah. Blah. Blah. We get back to school. Blah. Blah. Blah. Finally time to go home. So I wait for a friend and I almost missed the bus this time but I got it so I felt proud. So the bus is at the front of the school and I get a call from my mom and she's like where are you and I tell me I am on the bus home I didn't miss it. She's like no get off your suppose to help me set up for the family fun night tonight remember. So I hang up and ask the bus driver to stop please so she does and tells me she's not really suppose to be doing this but she does anyway so I owe her for that. So I ran off the bus and back to school still literally in high heels. I had to run in gravel which fucking sick if you are in high heels. Finally I am back in the gym and helping my mom set up.

So here's where things get good.
I was now in charge of the cake walk and my dad came thru with bringing me flat shoes and a charger. So I am pumping everyone up I am just having a blast so then I had to preform cause I am in jazz band and it's awesome. We were so great. After that I went back to my job at the cake walk and again did like 50 rounds where each time I was giving people more and more cake because the night was going to end and we had to many left. In the end we finally got rid of all the cake and my friend actually gave me one because he had so many and as I was eating cake... my drama teacher calls me on stage because we would have to do the Improv scene I promised to do. So I get up on stage and he's like introducing me by saying you probably all know her from the cake walk it's ashley. So I get on stage and literally the little kids behind me that are in drama with me start to chant my name and I am literally so happy at the moment because they didn't do that to anyone else like I was so special to them aww I still smile thinking about it. So anyway I do the scene and the night ends. Thru this 4 hour festive thing I haven't eaten so I get a Sonoran hot dog and water oh my god was that so good. So I finish eating and the adults are talking so I start to play with the kids of the PTO mom's and we play some sort of hockey but it's with a wiffle ball instead of a puck. It was so much fun I got to know the kids a lot better. Then we just went home and I passed out cold of exhaustion.

I guess this whole day can be an example of bad things turn good. It might be rough but at least you battled thru it and in the end it all paid off. Just stay happy my friends cause that what I am now. 😄😁😀😊