Thoughts...

Loner

No matter what I do... I'll just be the odd one out
In band I am just stuck in the middle...
I'm the only freshman in drumline so of course I'm not apart of their clique cause they all are older kids but to solve this problem why don't I just go to the freshman band group.
I tried but still I'm the odd one cause they all have 5th period together and I have 1st period drumline so I don't get to be a part of the freshman secret Santa so it's like I'm not even apart of their group ether. They all can talk about a funny moment that happened in 5th period but I wouldn't get it cause I wasn't there to get the joke.
Now maybe I can just be in the basketball clique but no the freshman friends that I made there have their own thing going on. These two girls have been friends for a very long time and I'm the newbie. I'm the third wheel to their friendship. They all left at one point to go and do something and I was left in the classroom alone with empty chairs surrounding me while I ate.
So yeah school life sucks but hopefully at home it's different. It's not I'm 14 which means I'm too old to be a kid but too young to be an adult. The only people that are close to my age are my cousins and they already have jobs and are never around.
No matter what I do... I'll just never be apart of a clique
I'm just facing it right now
I'm going to be a loner cause that's all I know how to be.
Everyone else has their own thing going on so I don't want to disrupt what's the point now.