CHAPTER EIGHT
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-28 days-
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[jayc🔥: [picture attachment] I met tyLER JOSEPH AND JOSH DUN LAST NIGHT
Tyler's POV
I couldn't help but smile at the picture of me and her. She is so pretty, I never thought I'd meet her so soon. I bit my lip. "Should I tell her that's me?" I said to myself. I looked at the picture of me and her again, but saved it this time. I might FaceTime her, and show her who I really am. I sighed. Maybe she won't except me, because I'm famous. "Ugh, I hate that word." I muttered.
1 hour later...
I sat down on my bed, wanting to start a call with her on face time, but I just couldn't. I was scared, she'd probably be pissed off at me because I didn't tell her that I'm Tyler from Twenty One Pilots. I sighed as I stared at the ceiling.
"Tyler, you should cut tonight. To get your mind off of things." Blasphemy said.
"Kill yourself while your at it." Blurry said.
"Yeah, that too." Blasphemy said.
I plugged my ears and started to cry. "Stop, p- please just go away." I whispered through my tears.
"We will never go away Tyler." Blasphemy said.
"Go grab the blade, it's for the best." Blurry said.
I got up without a word and walked to my dresser, my blade was sitting up there. I picked it up, and walked back over to my bed and sat down. I slit my wrists open, and stared at my new forming scars, I was still crying, I just want to die already. I want to kill myself.
I got me a wet wash rag and wiped up the blood, when I was finished I put the rag in my hamper, then walked over to my room. I walked in and closed the door. I went to my nightstand, and seen I had gotten a message from Jaycee.
[jayc🔥: tyler, are you okay? You usually text me back right away. Just wanted to make sure you're alright.
[ty🐙: I'm okay
I lied, I'm so very far from fine.
[jayc🔥: I'm gonna call you, okay?
[ty🐙: okay.
*jayc🔥 is calling*
I answered her phone call. "Hi." I said, almost at a whisper. "Hey ty, are you sure you are okay? I'm concerned." She had said.
"I'm fine. I'm okay." I lied again.
I could hear her sigh through the phone. "Okay ty, please don't hurt yourself, 28 days. Okay?"
"Okay, before you go..can I F-FaceTime you?" I said nervously.
"Tyler! What the fuck? She's gonna see who you really are! God dammit." Blurry said.
"Tyler, you had just fucked up. She will definitely not want to see a man who is a screw up like you." Blasphemy said.
"O-oh um Y-yes Tyler." She said. "I'd loved to."
"Okay." I said, trying to ignore Blasphemy and Blurry
"okay, tyler." She said, then hung up.
I pressed on her contact photo and pressed the FaceTime button..the camera was on my face. Oh god. I was now panicking.
"Tyler?" She said before looking at me.
"Hi." I said, looking nervous as ever.
She looked at the screen and her eyes widened, and her jaw was hanging open. She was shocked. She just stared at me for a moment, before saying "Oh my go-god you're T-Tyler Joseph."
I sighed, I fucked up. Holy shit.
"Y-yeah, that's me Jayc.." I said looking at her through the screen with a fake smile.
"Tyler, why didn't you ever tell me?!"
"Just thought that you wouldn't want to be best friends with a famous fuck-up. Like me."
She looked upset that I said that. "Tyler, don't you ever say anything like that again. You are amazing, and thousands of people around the world look up to you."
I had a little smile. "God dammit, I want to hold you in my arms right now!"
This was not the best chapter, but who cares?
Stay alive frens, I love you all. |-/
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Fanfiction{August 23, 2016} {10:57 pm} That's when eveything started. Contains: self-harm, suicide attempts, and smut.