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CHAPTER FORTY EIGHT

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Josh's POV

I slowly opened my eyes as the light from my windows struck my face. I squinted my eyes a bit, and grabbed my phone off of my bedside table to see the time.

It was 10:07 am.

I decided to get up and get ready for the day, and I tried to ignore what happened last night.

I really couldn't control myself I guess. I wouldn't dream of doing it again, but there is no promises.

I stretched my arms, and walked toward my dresser to get my clothes for the day.

I grabbed a dark grey t-shirt, socks, black skinny jeans, and a snapback to top it all off.

I threw on my clothes, and sat on my bed for a moment.

I smiled and grabbed my phone from my bedside table. I clicked on Tyler's contact, and sent him a message.

dog breath ☁: HAPPYBIRTHDAY !!!
[read at 10:21 am]

baby boy🍼 is typing...

baby boy🍼: thanks, bye. let me sleep

dog breath☁: no get up

baby boy🍼: no

dog breath☁: yes

baby boy🍼: no gn

dog breath☁: it's morning

baby boy🍼: LET ME SLEEP

dog breath☁: im waking you up bye see u on 5 seconds

baby boy🍼: no

baby boy🍼: josh, please don't

baby boy🍼: im not kidding, please

What was his deal?

I shut and locked my phone and stuffed it in my pocket. I got off my bed, and walked out my door.

I headed for Tyler's room and grabbed the door knob, and opened it slowly.

"Tylerrr," I walked in, turning on his light.

My eyes shot over at tyler, who was softly crying in the corner, staring at his newly scared and bloody wrists.

He dropped the blade from his hands, and turned his head, trying to ignore my stare.

I felt so sad seeing him like this.

It was triggering.

I walked up toward him, and wrapped my arms around him and let him sob into my shoulder.

This all reminded me of last night, when I did this. I feel the urge to do it again, but I don't want to scare tyler more, and I don't want to lose all of my hope and faith.

"Tyler I'm not forcing you to stop, or trying to make you stop, but listen. There is hope, there is a cure to sadness. You just have to find it. It may take awhile, but it's there. You just have to breathe, and find everything that males you happy. I know I can't stop you from doing this, but I'm always here. You know that. There is happiness. I promise." I hugged him, and he hugged back.