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CHAPTER THIRTEEN

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-23 days-

Tyler's POV

I woke up around 7:30 am, because we were gonna do sound check this morning. I didn't feel like going, but I had to. I just threw on a grey sweatshirt and left my Joggers on that I slept in. Then, I put on my vans. I looked like total shit, I had big bags under my eyes and I looked very tired.

I walked out of my hotel room, and headed to josh and marks. I knocked and they answered. We headed out to the tour bus, and went to the park where we were doing sound check.

2 hours went by, we went to IHop to get breakfast, but I wasn't hungry. I lost my appetite. And we did soundcheck. We could do whatever until 5:30 pm, that's when we head to the park. And the show starts at 7:00 pm.

So In most of that time, I sat in my hotel room in the dark. I cut, or I'd stare at the ceiling and talk to Blurry and Blasphemy since they were all I had.

[jay💕: you have a gig tonight at the park, correct?

[ty-rizzle: yeah, why?

[jay💕: I'm cOminG

Fuck. I should've said no.

[ty-rizzle: okay.

I locked my phone, and stared at my arms. Why is life this way? Why am I this way? Why can't I be happy?

I sighed and josh knocked on my door.

"Hey buddy." He said.

"Hey pal." I said.

"What's wrong? I'm your best friend so you betta tell me why your saddd." Josh said in a sassy tone, trying not to laugh

I busted out laughing, then was serious again. "I don't even know anymore. It's just my depression really."

"Well, we're getting taco bell whether you like it or not." Josh said

I smiled. "Okay."

It was now 12:30, and we were back at the hotel, eating taco bell in my hotel room. We were playing Mario kart, then started watching movies. My day so far went well, Josh can is my best fren in the whole world, and I'd never ask for a better one.

-4 hours later-

I was just getting ready for the gig. I put on black skinny jeans, red socks, black vans, a plain white tank top, and my mask of course. I waited for Josh to get ready, and it was around 5:30, and we headed off to the park. There was LOADS of people here. We decided to play on our phones, and check to see if everything was how it was supposed to be, and if everything was in place. We had our opening acts play, and it was now 6:50, and me and Josh were getting ready to go on stage.

I put on my mask, and we walked on stage and the show started.

Jaycee's POV

I was at the park with my friends DeAnna and Payton. We were waiting for Josh and Ty to come on stage. Me and tyler haven't talked for awhile, and I felt bad. I don't know why I over reacted. Because I love him too.

About 5 minutes later, the boys came running on. Tyler had his white mask on, a tank top, black skinnys, his red socks, and his vans. Josh was wearing his black leggings and shorts, with a plain white shirt, and his mask also. The first song they sang was called 'Migraine'

It was a very deep song.

"I-I-I-Ive got a Migraine, and my a pain will range from up, down and sideways, thank god its Friday, cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays, Cause Sundays are my suicide days." Tyler sang.

It was also a very catchy song, and it's always been one of my favorites. Me and my friends where singing along, I don't think tyler noticed me yet. Wich was a good thing, because he would maybe get super nervous. Migraine ended and tyler started talking.

"Hi, my names Tyler, and that's Jishwa." He said smiling. "This next song is very Important to me, and I want you all to stay alive, it's worth it. I promise." The crowd started cheering.

Tyler went to his piano and started singing.

"Now the night is coming to an end.
Oooooooooh
the sun will rise, and we will try again.
Oooooooooh
Stay Alive, Stay Alive, for me.
You will die, but now your life is free
Take pride in what is sure to die."

"I will fear the night again.
Oooooooooh
I hope I'm not my only friend.
Oooooooooh
Stay Alive, Stay Alive, for me.
You will die, but now your life is free
Take pride in what is sure to die."

Tyler sang a couple more songs, like Heathens, Ride, Stressed out, Isle of Flightless birds, Car Radio, Taxi Cab, Ode to Sleep, Screen, and one of my personal favorites; Before You Start Your Day.

After the show, everyone left so me and my friends stayed out waiting for tyler and josh.

"Hey! You must be jaycee?" Josh said walking toward us, pulling me in for a hug.

I hugged back and smiled. "Yeah! Do you have any idea where Tyler is?" I said.

"He should be over by the stage." Josh said in a warm voice.

"Okay, thanks Jish!" I said walking toward the stage with my frens.

As soon as we were backstage at the parks stage, I instantly heard Tyler laughing and talking. I walked toward his voice and I seen something I never wanted to see. I instantly started crying.

Tyler was kissing Jenna.

Tyler's head turned toward and me and he had a shocked expression on his face. "Jaycee?" He said.

I ran out, and tried to gold back my tears. Fuck, my heart was literally in my stomach. I regret never saying 'I love you' back to him. Goddammit, I felt like crawling in a hole and dying.

"Jaycee? Come back!" I heard Tyler yell.

"Woahh, are you okay?" Josh asked.

I shakes my head and put my head in my hands.

He gave me a hug and frowned, "What's wrong?"

"I-i seen Tyler kissing Jenna."

"Aren't you two a thing?" He asked, shocked.

"No, I wish." I fake laughed.

"Do you like Ty?"

"Alot, yes."

Josh hugged me tight, and DeAnna and Payton rushed toward me and Josh.

"Damn, I've never seen you run so fast." Deanna said.

Payton gave me a big hug and sighed. "I'm sorry. You two were pretty much dating!"

I hugged her than folded my arms and seen tyler running toward us. "Can we please go? I don't want to be near him." Josh said goodbye, and me, payton, and deanna drove to my house in my car.

Tyler sat there standing by josh with tears streaming down his cheeks. "What the fuck have i done?" Tyler yelled.

Helloooooooooh, my allergies are so bad rn holy shit. Anywayy, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! Stay alive frens. (: |-/