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CHAPTER FIFTY NINE

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Josh's POV

"Joshua?"

"Josh?"

"Joooooosshh?"

As I snapped out of my head, I heard Tyler calling my name. I was so nervous to talk to him now, Ever since I found out I had a special feeling for him.

"Y-yeah?" I asked as I folded my arms.

He sighed and looked at me.

"You've been acting strange ever since you got out of the hospital. Did they put you on drugs?" Tyler sat by me and let out a giggle.

I shook my head and laughed.

"No, I'm not on drugs. I've just been stressed lately." I said quietly.

"Are you sure Josh? Looks like somethin' is buggin' you." He frowned.

"Hey, it's nothing to worry about. I promise, I'm okay. Nothing is bugging me." I let out a small smile.

Tyler sighed and shook his head.

"Sure." He mumbled.

I heard him, I just didn't say anything.

I wasn't exactly in love with Tyler, but i had a special feeling for him. I've known him for years, and I feel as if we had a connection?

Actually, maybe I did love him..

I don't know.

I looked over at Tyler while he was staring at the floor.

I wanted to tell him. So bad. But I just couldn't. He was my best friend, and it would make our friendship awkward.

And plus, If jaycee found out she'd be upset. Same with my girlfirend, Payton.

"Josh?" Tyler mad me jump.

"Huh?" I asked with my heart pounding.

"Why are you staring at me?" He giggled.

I put a nervous smile on my lips as I looked at Tyler's face to the floor.

"S-sorry. But Ty-tyler I need to talk to yo-"

Payton walked into the living room, not letting me finish my sentence.

Tyler's looked at me and raised one eyebrow, clearly wanting me to finish my sentence.

"Nevermind." I sighed.

"Josh, you can talk to me anytime." Tyler was serious.

I looked away from Tyler, and felt my eyes shoot up at my girlfriend.

"Hey joshua." She smiled.

"Hey pay." I smiled back as she sat by me and I kissed her lips.

She intertwined my fingers with her, and my heart started to pound.

What if she found out? She didn't even know I was Bisexual. Would she judge me if I ever told her? Tyler and Jaycee didn't even know I was.

I didn't even know I was until last week.

I tried to shake my head to get out of thought, and I squeezed Paytons hand.

"You alright?" She asked as she pecked my cheek.

"always." I lied, giving her a smile.

Tyler looked over at me with a look of worry and sad in his eyes.