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THIRTY ONE 

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-8 days-

Jaycee's POV

I woke up on the tour bus, the time was about 1:08 am, and I noticed Tyler staring out the window. I grabbed for his hand, and he turned and looked at me. He was faking a smile, but I didn't really want to point that out and make him upset. I intertwined my fingers with his, and gave his hand a light squeeze.

He kissed my head, and we made little conversation. This is the guy who could light up your whole world in a second. He is so amazing, I wouldn't ever replace him for anyone else.

"You excited for the first show of the tour?" I asked, laying my head on his shoulder.

"I'm nervous."

"I bet."

He looked at me, and kissed my lips and I kissed his back. Are we a thing? I don't know, but I really hoped we were. I loved Tyler with my whole heart, and I've never really fell in love before.

I got my phone out, and noticed mark tweeted hours ago, so I opened twitter and looked at the tweet.

Reel Bear Media

"bravo to @not_rightmeow for the execution of this lyric video. it's an honor to have been creative director on it !!"

[ twenty one pilots cancer lyric video ]

I stared at Tyler, and he looked over at my phone and bit his bottom lip. Then he looked up at me, and e noticed my big grin. I was dying insIDE.

I clicked on the link, and it took me to youtube. I squeezed Ty's hand without noticing, and he was laughing.

"Are you happy or something?" he asked, giggling.

"yEs!" I whisper-yelled, because Josh and Pay were sleeping.

twenty one pilots: Cancer (cover) [LYRIC VIDEO]

"Turn away

If you could get me a drink

of water cause' my lips are chapped and faded

call my aunt Marie

help her gather all my things

and bury me and all my favorite colors

my sisters and my brothers still

I will not kiss you 

cause'  

the hardest part of this is leaving you."

"I will not kiss you. 

Lips are chapped and faded call my

Lips are chapped and faded, faded.

kiss you.

Lips are chapped and faded call my

Lips are chapped and faded, faded.

Turn away

Cause' i'm awful just to see

And all my hairs abandoned all my body

all my agony.

know that I will never marry

baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo.

I'm counting down my days to go.