The Text ;; t.j

| 57 |

CHAPTER FIFTY SEVEN

.

.

.

tw//

Jaycee's POV

I woke up to my room being a mix of the colors pink and purple, but the colors were dull. Everything seemed a little lifeless, and way sadder than usual.

Before I rose from the comfy bed, I had seen that there was no sign of Tyler in the room.

I scratched my head in confusion. Tyler was always sleeping in, and where would he be at 5:00 am?

Just woke up early I guess?

I put my light hair into a messy bun and climbed out of bed, and walked toward the living room and kitchen area.

"Tyler?" I called out in worry.

Why was I worrying? He was perfectly fine. I was sure of it.

I looked more and more around the house and I still saw no sign Tyler.

"Ty?" I called out again being scared out of my mind.

Maybe I was just over reacting.

I walked outside seeing if there was any trace of him out here, but no. There was no trace of him anywhere.

I began to cry and run back into the house and into my room. As I looked around with teary and blurry vision, i had seen a letter on my desk.

I picked it up and felt my eyes widen.

No.

It couldn't be.

"Dear Jaycee, My love.
              

I don't ever want you to think this was ever your fault. My mental health wasn't your fault. This decision wasn't your fault. Nothing was your fault. I'm just not ready to keep going if all my life consists of is sadness and anger. I've been like this for years, and I want no more. Jay, I love you so much. You brought me so much joy and you saved me a lot. I appreciate you and your love so much. You made me feel something I've never felt toward someone before. Please try and move on for me while I'm gone. I'll always be with you, you just won't be able to see me. I want to watch you start a life and even have a loving family. I love you. And josh. Oh god. Please tell him this for me. Josh, my man. My best friend. You've been there for me even before you were in our amazing band. Being with you made me forget I had a blurryface, and you were always there to help me out. Along with payton, mark, michael, and every one else Im our crew. But joshy, the band is yours now. I'm so sorry. This was never your fault either, and I want you to know that you'll always be my best friend even if you ever move on. Dude, you're the sickest person I know, and the bestestfren I've ever had in the world. Thank you so much for being apart of Twenty One Pilots with me, it was the best experience in my life ever. I love you so much. Anyway, I want to end this by saying how much I love you guys. Don't do anything to harm yourselves, because I don't want to be even more broken than I already am. Thanks for all the love.