CHAPTER FOURTEEN
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-22 days-
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Tyler's POV
I sat crying for about 3 hours now. I feel like I'm taking this to far, but Jaycee looked so hurt. I feel like shit, I only kissed Jenna to get jaycee off my mind, cause she clearly doesn't love me back. Why did she freak out like that? I thought she wasn't into me anymore?
I was tempting to see if she was home, I was also tempting to text her or call her, but I couldn't. I felt like throwing up just by the thought of her name. I will never forgive myself, that was a stupid way to try and forget someone.
"Ready to kill yourself yet?" Blurry said.
I nodded.
"Go ahead, do it now." Blurry said again.
Me and Josh are back at our apartment, so I could overdose. I walked to a cabinet in the kitchen and seen pills. I popped open the bottle and walked over to get a glass of water.
1st pill.
I swallowed
2nd pill.
I swallowed
3rd pill.
I swallowed.
I felt a little uneasy.
4th pill.
I swallowed.
5th and 6th pill.
I swallowed.
7th pill.
I swallowed and collapsed.
I started to cry, I didn't want to live anymore. I fucked up alot, and I didn't want to ruin snythong anymore. I slowly started closing my eyes.
Josh came inside the house. "Tylerrr, you hom-"
"TYLER?" Josh was panicking, in fact crying.
"tYLER OH MY GOD!" he ran over to me, and called 911.
"TYLER, STAY WITH ME!" He yelled.
"THE AMBULANCE IS ON ITS WAY!" He cried.
"You can't leave me yet, ty." He said, now sobbing.
5 minutes later.
Josh's POV
The ambulance finally came, and I was relieved. Was he going to live? He better fucking live. I Really need to tell Jaycee about this. I found Tyler's phone in the ambulance, and dialed her number. She didn't answer, this was the 4th try.
"Tyler, what the fuck do you want?!" She yelled.
"Jaycee, Tyler's in an a-ambulance." I said, sobbing.
"Stop fucking with me Josh." She laughed.
"Jaycee! I'm fucking serious, he tried to commit suicide!" I yelled in the phone.
We arrived at the hospital.
"W-what? No. No no no. Why?!!" She yelled.
"I-i don't know." I said.
"I'm in my way " she said in a panicked tone.
10 minutes later.
Jaycee's POV
I ran inside the hospital sobbing. I ran over to the desk.
"I'm looking for Tyler Josephs room?"
"Room 117. He had a friend with him here, Josh was his name? Anyway, he was waiting for you." The doctor said.
I rushed down the hall, and seen a crying josh.
"J-Joshua?" I said.
He looked directly at me. His eyes were very puffy, and he ran up and cried in my shoulder.
"I-is he okay?" I asked.
He just shrugged and sat back down.
"God damnit!" I yelled crying.
"He tried to overdose." I heard josh whisper.
-3 hours later-
One of the doctors came out if the room frowning.
"Mr. Dun, and Ms.?"
"Ms. Barrow." I sighed.
"Alright Mr.Dun and Ms. Barrow. Bad news."
"Please don't tell me he didn't fucking die!" I screamed and sobbed.
Josh sat with his knees in his face, crying.
"He is unconcious." The doctor said.
"W-what?" I said.
"We don't know if he'll be waking up" the doctor sighed. "Wee will wait a couple days and see what happens. I'm sorry." The doctor said.
"You also may want to talk to him, just in case he wakes up. Her may not remember you if you don't talk to him." He said.
I sobbed hard, and josh was the same. He ran inside Tyler's room, and hugged him tight.
"Tyler, you better wake the fuck up. I miss you so much bud. Please, wake up." Josh cried in Tyler's shoulder.
I walked inside his room, and was frozen in the doorway. I felt like throwing up. He looked miserable. I just wanted to hug him and kiss him, and tell him everything was okay. I walked toward him bed and kissed his for head. "Tyler," I whispered.
"You need to wake up. I miss you. I want you to be okay. Please stay with us, and don't leave. I love you." I said, holding his hand.
Yes, I know you hate me now. I'm SORRY I WANTED A VERY INTENSE CHAPTER AND I HAD TO THINK OF SOMETHING JUICY.
I love you all, stay alive. |-/
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Fanfiction{August 23, 2016} {10:57 pm} That's when eveything started. Contains: self-harm, suicide attempts, and smut.