The Text ;; t.j

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CHAPTER SIXTY EIGHT

ty's pov

"down in the forest well sing a chorus

one that everybody knows

hands held higher

we'll be on fire

singing songs that nobody wrote,"

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"Tyler, it's time to come home. you're coming home." the nurse said, getting my bag and jacket.

they should just keep me here.

i didn't want to go back home, i'd feel ashamed. very ashamed.

but then, i didn't want to be here either.

i kinda wanted to be somewhere unknown.

somewhere nobody would find me.

"Tyler?" She called out again.

i was so cold and alone.

i shifted uncomfortably, and sat staring out the window and at the pale blue sky.

"Tyler Joseph," the lady said once again, starting to look concerned.

"W-what?" i stuttered and quickly turned my head toward hers.

"Are you okay?" She asked as she came over and sat by me.

she placed her hand on my upper thigh, and i hurried and smacked her hand away.

the woman was about 25-26 ish. i was older than her.

she was very young for a typical nurse at the psychiatric hospital. the doctors an nurses are around 30+.

but, this nurse, her name was Alyssa. She had long, Auburn colored hair, blue eyes, and tan skin.

she wasn't ugly, but i wasn't really into her. she kind of made me uncomfortable.

she always stared and made 'heart eyes' at me.

i didn't like it.

"ty." She said, scooting closer to me.

"don't call me that." i rolled my eyes and scooted away.

i probably looked like a 13 year old doing this.

"what's your deal?" She smirked and tilted her head.

i stood up and began to walk.

i've never felt so uncomfortable in my life.

"don't talk to me, please." i said, once again, rolling my eyes.

she pulled on my wrist, and stopped me.

I made wide eyes.

she pulled on my arm,

the one i slid the blade over.

they were deep, and i knew they would start bleeding from her gripping my arm so tightly.

"please, stop!" i said frantically.

she pressed a hot kiss to my neck, and i felt my face go pale.

i couldn't let this happen.

"p-please! you don't understand-" i very weakly pushed her.

she pulled me closer.

"Oh tyler. you like it. don't push me away. and yes, i completely understand!" She smirked.