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CHAPTER ELEVEN

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-24 days-

Jaycee's POV

I woke up in Tyler's arms, and my head nuzzled in his neck. His hair was all over the place, his mouth was opened a bit, and he was letting out little snores. God, he is so cute. I grabbed my phone off my nightstand, and seen I've gotten many messages from my two frens, DeAnna and Payton.

Payyy: hEY

Payyy: hoW'D IT GO WITH TYLER

Payyy: ARE U TWO A THING YET

-Payyy added dEANNAA to the chat-

dEANNAA: heY WHAT I MISS

jaYYYY: lmao nothing really

dEANNAA: IS TYLER WITH YOU RIGHT NOW?!

Payyy: fr ^ is he?

I rolled my eyes and laughed.

jaYYYY: yeas he is and we'RE CUDDLING WHAT

dEANNA: what

dEANNA: omg

dEANNA: I SHIP IT ALREADY

dEANNA: JYLER

Payyy: JYLER IS REAL

I smiled at my two best friends messages, i don't know where i'd be without them.

I locked my phone and tried to climb out of Ty's arms and my bed. Ty just held on tighter to me. "tyyy." I said now looking at him and trying not to smile. 

"stay and cuddle." he said, fake frowning. 

"Ty, I have to get ready for the day." I said, folding my arms and he groaned. 

"Please?" He said, "Plus, cuddling is better than getting ready." he said.

"Fine, Only because you're cute." I said, crawling back into his arms.

"I know." he said winking at me.

I rolled my eyes smiling, and he sat me on top of him, and wrapped his arms around me.

"Can I tell you something?" he asked.

I looked at him and nodded my head.

"Look, I know we've only known each other for such a short time,  but I like you, a lot. And, I know, you would never fall for a crazy suicidal, like me. And that's okay. I just felt like I needed to tell you. I may never end up having you, I may never be able to call you my girl, and I may never have a future with you, but Jaycee you are my light. You make me happy. You make me see happiness in my life, and honestly i'm never a happy person. I'm a very depressed person that has no reason to live." He said, as he stroked my arm. 

"Tyler. I like you too, a lot. And Ty, It's good you told me. Because If you didn't tell me I probably wouldn't be able to express my feelings toward you, you make me very happy too. And I know you are depressed and that's okay. Completely okay. It's who you are, and I wouldn't change you at all if I ever had the chance to and you do have a reason to live. That's why you we're put on earth, ty." I embraced him and kissed his cheek. 

He looked at me and gave me a toothy grin. God, this boy. I could admire him all day, he really is a beauty. He wrapped his arms tighter around me and bit his bottom lip. 

"C-can I take you out tonight?" he said nervously.

"I'd love that Tyler."

he blushed and nodded "Okay."

"Okie dokie." I said this time climbing out of my bed and his arms, grabbing clothes out of my closet. "I'm gonna get in the shower."

"Mkay." he said while looking at his phone.

I walked into my bathroom and got a towel from under the sink, and placed the towel and clothes on the toilet seat. I closed and locked the bathroom door and turned on the shower water. I undressed, and got in.

-20 minutes later- 

I got dressed into a pair of black skinny jeans, and a white t-shirt. I blow-dried my hair and brushed it out. I walked out of the bathroom, and heard Tyler talking. It didn't sound like he was talking to Blurry or Blasphemy I headed toward the living room quietly, and seen he was on the phone.

"Jenna, we had something you wasted. I'm not coming back to you, yes I cried over you, but now I'm over you."

"We will talk later, okay? Just text me I guess." 

"Okay, I'll be there at 6." he said, then he hung up his phone.

I walked out of the living room and back to the bathroom. I closed and locked the door. I thought he had stopped talking to Jenna. Last night when we were talking of random stuff, he said they haven't talked to each other since the day I got the text from him. I felt like crying, he lied to me about a girl who was his girlfriend for the longest time.

I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I looked into the mirror, I wiped it away and walked out of the bathroom and walked toward the living room. Tyler turned his head toward me and smiled, and I fake smiled back. I lied down on the other couch and stared at the ceiling. I could feel him looking at me. "What are you thinking about?" He said.

"Stuff." I said.

"Well, what stuff?"

"You and Jenna stuff." I muttered. 

"What?" He said his eyes widened.

"Oh, you're meeting her at six and all, and you told me you two were not speaking. You lied to me Tyler." I said as I rolled my eyes.

Tyler stared at me. "You don't need to worry, Jaycee. Its not a date or anything. I Promise."

I folded my arms. "Then what is it?"

"I'm telling her why I don't love her anymore. I love someone else." he said.

"W-who?" I said.

"You." He said, and sighed.







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