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CHAPTER FIFTY FOUR

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Jaycee's POV

Everything just proceeded to get worse. Tyler was scaring me so much, he could be gone anytime soon now. He just quit trying, and he didn't care for himself at all.

Me, Joshua, Payton, family, and friends have tried to make him happy. He doesn't even talk anymore. He only talks to himself.

It's making me sad. Sad seeing that the love of my life is suffering my Suicidal Depression. We've tried medication, therapy, and even psychiatry. None of it has worked.

The clique has grown more concerned, and all over in magazines you see people spreading rumors about Tyler, and so many talks about his last suicide attempt.

I slipped out of my bed and I let out a little yawn, and I broke ground, and walked toward my closet throwing on a grey jumper along with black skinny jeans and black combat boots.

I unhurriedly walked out of my small bedroom and walked toward the bathroom.

As I was getting ready for the day, I played music from one of my favourite bands, Fall Out Boy, and did a tiny but of makeup and straightened my hair.

I didn't really feel the motivation to do anything. I didn't really care for myself, I was worries for tyler and josh.

This whole Tyler situation was unreal. His sadness took over his whole body, you couldn't find even a little spec of happiness.

I let out a small sigh, and sluggishly walked toward the sofa in my living room and sat down to watch tv.

It was weird being home because I have been pretty much living with Tyler and Josh for the past almost year, and I was never home.

I pulled my phone put from my pocket and decided to text tyler, even though I most likely wouldn't receive a reply.

[jay💞: I hope you're doing well. I'll be there at your house soon. I love you

[read at 12:06 pm]

tyler❤ is typing...

[tyler❤: I love you too. I'm sorry

I rose from the sofa and stretched out my arms and yawned. I have been losing sleep lately. I was to scared to sleep because I thought tyler would end up missing when I woke up.

I made my way outside to my car, and took the keys out of my pocket.

I started the black car, and climbed inside. Before I began to drive, I seen I've gotten another message from tyler.

[tyler❤: im sorry. I don't want to hurt you anymore

[tyler❤: im trying my best to get better. I promise

[tyler❤: im so sorry

[jay💞: no need to be sorry. please call me, hun. I'm worried.

I began to drive my way toward Tyler's and Josh's house. On the way there, the snow hit hard on my windshield.

As I was driving, I felt my phone vibrate. I looked down at my phone to see Tyler's name appear on the screen in big bold and italic letters.

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