The Text ;; t.j

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tyler's pov//

i sat in the cold room.

"why?" i thought.

"why did everything have to this way?"

i looked up at the ceiling.

i was in the hospital,

the mental hospital to be exact.

for 4 weeks.

my mom had enough. so did josh, jaycee, my family, and even jenna.

i know, they want to help me, but i promise them. i'll just grow more insane.

i stood up from the floor, and climbed on to the small bed and lied myself down.

i felt like such a disappointment to my family and friends now.

everyone was mad and i knew it.

as tyler thought, someone knocked on his room door.

"hello, tyler?" the psychiatrist called.

"sir, i think he's resting." you could hear the nurse say.

i felt relieved. i didn't like the psychiatrist.

i wanted something.

i needed something- or someone.

i didn't know what he needed, i just needed something.

to make me happy.

josh,

jaycee,

family,

jenna,

mark,

anyone.

anything.

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josh's pov
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was it right to send tyler to the hospital for four weeks?

"yeah."

"no."

"yes!"

i said in my head.

do i regret it?

no..

fuck.

yeah, most definitely.

i tossed and turned on my bed.

i was lonely. i missed ty being here.

he's only been gone two days. these two days felt like 2 years!

it was the right thing to do-- he needed all the help he could get.

he deserves to be happy.

not always happy,

but i just want em' to be happy.

i heard a small knock on my door, guessing it was jaycee or something.

"come in." i said groggily as i sat on my bed.

as i turned over to see who it was, it was my brother jordan.

i wasn't really in the mood to talk, but i didn't want to be rude.

my brother, jordan, walked in with a coffee in his hand and a bag. he went to the coffee shop.

jordan walked over to me, handing me them.

"here. you're sad. and you need food, and that dirt water." he joked, making me smile slightly.

"thanks." i mumbled to him.

jordan plopped down next to me and looked at me.

"dude. josh. i miss ty guy too. but he'll be back before we know it, we can even visit him tomorrow if you want?" he said.

i nodded, staring at the ceiling.

"everything will be okay. I bet he's doing great. just pray for him, okay?" jordan said quietly.

everything would be okay.

i hope.

an
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this chapter is so late. I'm sorry.
i was so late bc school and I've been rlly sad.

depression,

i didn't make the highschool drill team,

and even more depression gr8 (;

anyway,, i really need someone to talk to. anyone.

my sc: jaycee_239

ily all.

stay alive.

~j