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CHAPTER THIRTY TWO

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-8 days-

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Payton's POV

We were currently in Cincinnati, OH. Tonight they were performing at the U.S bank there, and me and Jaycee were pretty excited. The first shows always nervous them.

Their first show tonight was at 6:30 pm, and josh was fucking excited, but very nervous at the same time. The time was 9:45 am, so we had awhile until soundcheck and the show.

Not to long ago, Jaycee said Tyler had a nightmare. But ever since, he hasn't been talking at all. It scared him whatever it was, wonder what it was about? I didn't ask, because it was really none of my buisness.

I sat on the couch, with a blanket on my lap. I was watching Fight Club without Josh, sadly. He was still in his bunk, he would not get out of there. I left the movie running, as I walked into the room where the bunks were, and I seen a light in one of the bunks, it was Josh was phone.

"You okay?" I asked, as I stood by his bunk.

He looked at me with his glossy eyes, and frowned a bit.

"I-I'm nervous, scared, anxious, A-and what If I do bad? They won't like me." He rambled

I climbed into his bunk, and pecked his neck.

"Josh, they will love you. And you will do fantastic." I said, pecking his lips..

He smiled at me, and pecked me back. They'll do great.

Jaycee's POV

Today was the first show of their tour, and I was so excited to watch them perform. I've always wanted to watch them perform, but I never did. But, I'm finally going to one.

I noticed Tyler sitting alone outside, playing his ukulele. He was practicing some of their songs on the list, and he was singing 'House of Gold,' one of my favorites.

"Ooooh and since we know that dreams are dead, and life turns plans up on their head i will plan to be a bum, so I just might become someone!"

I folded my arms, and watched tyler sing. His voice was absolutely beautiful, even if he was singing or not. He was all just absolutely perfect.

When he finished the song. He looked up at me. "We're you there the whole time?" He asked, smiling.

"I was here most of the time." I said, looking into his brown eyes.

"Embarrassing." He said, looking at the ground

I rolled my eyes.

"Even when you're off stage your amazing at singing, tyler."

He looked up at me, and gave me a little smile.

"Thanks."

I smiled, and was walking back to the tour bus, and tyler yanked on my sleeve.

"Stay out here with meee." He groaned.

"Whyy?" I asked, laughing slightly.

"It's boring without you." He pouted.

"Fine." I said.

He gave me a toothy smile, and he intertwined his fingers with mine. When I was with him, I felt so safe. He put his ukulele in the bus, and we went on a walk. It was pretty here. I've never been to Cincinnati Ohio, and I loved it here already.

We eventually found a park, and just say on the bench. This park looked familiar. This park looked like the one from my nightmare about Tyler..

Oh god.

I just busted out into tears, and Tyler looked at me confused and embraced me. He kissed my nose, and swiped his thumbs under my eyes.

"Shhh, what's wrong?" He asked, rubbing my back slowly.

"This is the park you c-commited sui-suicide in. In my nightmare." I said, scardley.

Tyler looked over at the waterfall, and then back at me. He nodded, and we walked back toward the bus. "I'm sorry. That was my fault for bringing you here." He sighed.

"Tyler, it's okay." I frowned, kissing his hand.

He sighed again, and squeezed my hand.

We arrived at the bus, and there was a note in there.

"Hey baby boy, oh and jAy. Me and Payton sent out for a bit. So yeah, the bus is to yourself bc brad, mark, and Michael went out somewhere to, don't be naughty children." -jishwa

I laughed, and put the note back down. Tyler read it, and blushed and smiled.

"What do you want to do?" It was 12:00 pm, and the boys had the show at 7:30 pm. So we had time to spare.

Tyler decided to just sit down and talk. We sat on the sofa, and I played my music.

And then  came on.

"Oh my god, I love this song!" I yelled in Tyler's lap.

"I love this band. " He said, laughing.

His smile lit up my whole world.

He leaned in, and kissed me passionately.

Then, he leaned back in and kissed me hard.

I sat on his lap, and cupped his cheeks and his hands were on my back.

Our lips were merging together slowly. The feeling of Tyler's lips on mine was just amazing. I put my fingers in his hair, and he started kissing at my neck. I let out little moans, and moaned his name a bit.

I lied down under him. Be pushed himself up with one arm, and used the other to place on my back. Tyler threw both his shirt and his skinny jeans off.

He took my hoodie off me and slid my plain black jeans off of me. His tongue entered mine, and I started messing around with his waste band on his boxers. His body stiffened, and he had a light shade of pink spread across his cheeks.

I put my hands inside his boxers, and started pumping his length. He rolled his head back, and closed his eyes, and moaned. Dammit, he was so angelic.

I felt him suck on my neck, and I bucked my hips on his lap. I took my hands out of his boxers, and put them in hid hair. Tyler was now on top of me, and he collapsed on me. I giggled, and he was panting for breath.

"I love you." He said with his head on my chest.

"I love you." I said, kissing his head.

He pulled a blanket over us, and we both eventually fell asleep.

I love him.

So much.

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Heyy, sorry if this chapter sucks. I have writers block rel bad. But I prolly have some ideas. ((; thank you for the support frens. I lOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

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