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CHAPTER FORTY FIVE

(THERE HASN'T BEEN SMUT FOR AWHILE SO HERE YA GO)

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Tyler's POV

I stared at the ceiling and felt tears stream down my cheeks, and my heart started to race.

Have you ever been like that? Where you're sad for no reason? That's how I was. I was just depressed, I was just so sad.

Luckily, the lights were off so Josh couldn't see me crying.

"Tyler?" Josh asked.

"Ty?" Josh asked again

"W-hat?" I asked quietly.

"You okay?" He sat next to me, and hugged me.

"I'm fine, I'm okay." I lied.

"No you're not. You're crying," He frowned.

I hugged josh back and full blown sobbed.

I pulled back from Josh, and felt my whole body shake. Why was my life like this? I can't keep going.

"I'm sorry." I said, and josh frowned.

"Stop saying sorry." He said.

I stared at him and sat on my bed.

"Why? I'm always doing something wrong,"

"No. Stop," Josh said again.

"Im so-"

Jaycee walked in, and sat her stuff by my bed.

"Is everything okay?" She asked.

"Yes." I lied again.

"Dammit Tyler! You're not okay, nothing is okay!" Josh snapped.

I looked at Josh and frowned. I hated being yelled at. I was really sensitive, and I was weak.

"T-ty? I'm sorry." Josh walked over to me, hugging me again.

I pulled away, and walked out of my room. I wanted to be alone. Not just because josh yelled at me, but because I was weak and beaten down.  I was sad and alone.

I felt two small arms wrap around my waist and felt someone put a small kiss on my back.

I turned around to see jaycee frowning.

I looked down at her and put my hands on the small of her back.

"Nothing. I just wanted to go for a walk," I said truthfully.

"Where to?" She asked.

"I don't know," I said honestly. I just wanted to be alone, just run away for a bit.

"I don't dare leave you alone." Jaycee frowned. She hugged me tighter, and kissed my chest lightly.

"I don't want you to hurt yourself," She said again with her voice cracking.

I looked down at her and didn't say anything. I didn't understand why she "cared".

"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

"Please don't. You've done nothing wrong," She furrowed her eyebrows.

I looked at her and didn't say anything. Instead, I brought my lips to gets and began to kiss her.