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CHAPTER SIXTY FOUR

triggering.

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tyler sat in the bathroom, playing with the hair on his head as he waited for the bathtub to fill up. baths helped him calm down and relax a lot.

this time it didn't.

tyler began to undress. he took off his shirt, his black jeans, and then his boxers.

he stared in the mirror for a moment. he wasn't proud of himself. he was screwed up, and he knew it.

he shook his head out of his thoughts and walked toward the bathtub. He stuck his hand in the water to see if the water was the right temperature.

the water was cold, but he didn't care. he usually liked the cold.

he slowly dipped into the bathtub, shakily but also steadily.

as he sat in the bathtub he began to think again.

"i could just drown myself"

"i could just end it all"

he shook his head, trying to get out of the negative feeling and thought.

as was in the bath, his arms and legs started to sting.

he knew why.

it was "the cat".

the cat did it, not the blades.

tyler brought his knees to his chest and shivered. he kinda felt uneasy.

he's grown insane. he knew he was crazy, psycho even.

maybe josh and jaycee should just take him to a mental hospital, that's where he belonged, he thought .

his body began to sting more, but he didn't care. he never cared, as usual.

he stared down at the water, looking at his reflection.

he was a mess.

he seen drips of water hit the bathtub water, and hr began to notice it was the tears slowly coming from his eyelids.

he was so used to crying, it didn't even effect him at all anymore.

he felt nothing anymore.

not happiness,

not sadness,

nothing.

he only hurt.

he took his hands out of the water, and seen his fingers begin to prune up.

tyler

tyler

tyler

tyler

"will you ever shush?" tyler shouted in annoyance.

fuck off. you know that will never happen, silly boy.

he shut his mouth.

don't be like that.

tyler opened his mouth, and then shut it again.

tyler, don't ignore me.

tyler ignored him again, hoping he'd  just leave.

ignoring me never leads to anything good.

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blurryface shoved Tyler's head into the water

making him not breath

tyler splashed the water around, and tried to lift his head out of the water.

he began to choke.

"HELP!" Tyler screamed.

"JO-" he coughed and choked.

"jaYCEE!"

there was pounding on the bathroom door.

"Ty, unlock the door!"

it sounded like josh.

"Tyler, are you okay?!" that muffled voice sounded like jaycee, along with another voice that sounded like payton.

blurryface was controlling tyler.

he was trying to make it seem like tyler was killing myself.

the door swung open, and josh ran in firsy, noticing hid best friend was hurt.

"oh my god" Josh said, running over to tyler.

Josh stared at his limp body.

blurryface let go, and faded for now.

Tyler felt the tears stream down his cheeks as his best friend knelt down and hugged him.

Tyler was still undressed, but that didn't matter.

he was safe.

everything was okay now, right?

Josh held his best friend close, and jaycee came running in with mascara down her face.

she didn't say a word, but ran toward me, looking like she was gonna burst.

Josh backed away and looked up at jaycee.

"Josh, im going to get him dressed.." She sighed.

Josh nodded and walked out, seeing payton with glossy eyes.

"Is he okay?" She asked.

"no.."

it was quiet.

seconds later, tyler was walking out of the bathroom with grey sweats and a plain black shirt, looking petrified.

he looked shocked, confused even.

Jaycee walked out behind him, slowly helping him walk.

"i can take it from here." Josh said worridly.

Jaycee wanted to say no and help her boyfriend, but she knew josh cared, and tyler needed josh.

"okay," She said quietly.

"youre great to him, always remeber that." She added on.

she slowly walked down the hallway and folded her arms.

Josh guided tyler to Tyler's room, and tyler clutched on to joshuas shirt.

as they entered the room, tyler sat on the bed slowly and shakily, and stared at the bed sheets.

"What happened?" Josh blurted out.

Josh thought tyler tried to take his life away.

tyler sighed.

"I'd rather not talk about it." He sighed.

Josh nodded, not wanting to force his best friend to speak.

Tyler was beginning to get out of control.

Josh didn't know how to help anymore.

Tyler's been like this for years, so he called someone who's helped him through this.

Kelly.

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I'm very late writing this what the fuck I'm sorry. it's kind of messy, because it's almost 1 am and I just barely wrote this.

-jay

okokoook, I'm going to try and sleep.

I love you,, stay alive clique.

♡