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CHAPTER TWENTY

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Tyler's POV

I sat in my room, and looked at jaycee. She was fast asleep. I was planning on asking her to move in, because she practically lived here, but I feel like it'd be to soon, we haven't been together for a long time.

I took a picture of Jaycee while she was sleeping and smiled. I posted it on twitter and instagram.

"love of my life." the captions said

I locked my phone, and jaycee finally woke up. I felt really sad tonight. And I really needed to be alone.

"Jay?" I said

"Yes?" She asked, sitting down.

"I'm gonna go in a walk." I said

She looked at me and nodded.

"I love you." I said, pulling her in for a kiss

"I love you too." She kissed back and smiled.

I eventually left my house, and headed out. My ear buds were in, and My Chemical Romance music was playing.

I had my wallet with me, so I decided to go our and get a drink, Or a couple..

I walked inside, and ordered a alcohol. I rarely drank, I only would drink if I felt like I really needed to, or I sometimes would drink to make Blurry and Blasphemy leave for a bit.

I was getting buzzed, and I noticed jenna walked in. I looked right at her and she looked right at me, and sat across from me.

"Hey ty." She smiled.

"Heyyyy." I slurred.

"How many drinks have you had?" She asked concerned.

"Not enough." I snorted.

"Ty, you need to dial it down." She said.

"Whatever." I slurred.

She rolled her eyes and I looked at her.

I stood up and sat by Jenna's side.

I cupped my hands on her cheeks, and kissed her, but i was so out of control, I ended up making out with her.

I moaned slightly through the kisses, then she backed away.

"Tyler, you and I can't do this. You're dating jaycee." She folded her arms, she had the look of regret.

I looked at the floor silently. Why did I do that?  Fuck, if Jaycee finds out, I'm screwed. I don't even really know what I'm doing. God help me.

"Let me offer you a ride home." She sighed.

So, we went out to her car and we drove back to my place.

Jaycee walked outside and it looked like her heart dropped when she seen me in Jenna's car.

"U-ugh thanks, i was getting worried" Jaycee said.

"Anytime." Jenna said, in a shaky voice.

I stumbled out of Jenna's car and jaycee helped me walk inside.

"Ty you reek of alcohol."She said in a disappointed tone, walking me toward my room.

I felt like shit. I fucked up again. I am a disappointment, once she finds out her heart will be shattered. I hate myself so much more now, I felt my stomach churn. I felt like throwing up everywhere.