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CHAPTER TWENTY THREE

-15 days-

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-4 weeks later-

Tyler's POV

Josh and I were going on tour in a couple days, and I'm so not ready. I've lost much weight, i have these horrible bags under my eyes, I barley talk anymore, and I would stay in bed all day.

"Ty, please. Get up or do something." Josh walked in and said.

"Go away."I mumbled.

"Tyler. You're my best friend, and I don't want you being this way toward a girl."

"Leave me alone. It's not just Jaycee, it's my depression too." I sighed, and stuffed my face in my pillow.

"Please, Tyler. At least eat or something." Josh was sitting next to me on my bed.

Me and Josh have recently moved to Columbus, Ohio and me and Josh were living together. And I have to admit, I really miss Seattle, and I miss Jaycee. But she really doesn't care for my existence and she doesn't want anything to do with me.

"No." I said

"Don't make me shove a goddamn banana down your throat."

I pursed my lips together.

"Ew, no." I said, with a disgusted face.

"Then get your ass up, and find something to eat, or at least get out of your room and go outside." He sighed. "You're literally skin and bones. Eat something."

"Only skeleton bones remain." I mumbled.

Josh got up, and looked at me for a bit. I seen seen sadness, and anger. I knew he was mad at me for not eating, sleeping, and etc.. but I didn't feel the urge to do anything anymore. I felt dead, and he left the room.

A couple minutes later he came back in, holding a apple

"Eat." He said, shoving it in my face.

I stared at it. "No. I'm not hungry."

"Don't make me get a fucking banana. Eat." He said, more serious.

I looked at the apple, and took it out of his hand. I really don't want to make him mad..so I took it.

"Not leaving until you take a bite."

"I'm not hungry" I groaned.

"I dun care." Josh said.

I couldn't help but laugh, I tried to hold it back but it didn't work.

I took a bite out of the apple, it felt weird. I felt like I just changed into a different person. I haven't ate in weeks, and all I've drank is water.

Josh stared to crack a smile, and he had his little crinkles form by his eyes. What an adorable bean.

I felt like throwing up, but I swallowed the piece I bit, and I sat the apple on my nightstand.

"Payton was gonna come over." Josh stared "But It feels like I've been with her more than you, and you're my best fren in the world and I need you and you need me" Josh said.

"You could've left me here. I'm used to being alone." I sighed. "And i'm proud of you for hooking up with her finally."

Josh had blush creep across his cheeks. "Thanks man. And you have me. You're not alone." He said.