A Little Unsteady (A Grey's Anatomy Story)

Stay With Me

** Arizona's P.O.V **

"Hey Jackson have you seen Jamie around?" I asked concerned as I passed Dr Avery on the OR floor

"Oh hey Arizona. Uh didn't she just have a surgery?" He said as he looked up and down the hallway

"I don't think so. She would've told me. Then again she hasn't spoken to me in 4 days" I sighed

"Is everything ok?" Jackson asked softly

"I hope so" I huffed "If you see her around could you page me?" I forced a smile

"Sure, of course!" Jackson returned a smile and we went our separate ways

I returned to the peds floor and tried to call Jamie again. Still no answer. It's been almost four hours. She always returns my calls. Something wasn't right.

I spotted Andrew at the nurses station and made my way over to him to see if he had seen Jamie.

"Andrew have you seen Jamie around?" I asked as I approached him. DeLuca's face dropped when he saw me stand beside him

"She just got out of surgery a while back. Maybe you should go talk to Meredith." he said nervously

"What's going on?" I said turning serious now

"You should really talk to Meredith, Arizona." He insisted "I'll come help you find her"

My heart fell in my chest and I felt an awful wave of dread fall across me. I followed DeLuca to the elevator and down to the Attending's lounge. DeLuca and I entered the room to see Meredith and Maggie having a heated conversation. Their faces laden with worry.

"What the hell is going on? Where's Jamie" I raised my voice, losing my patience

"Arizona" Maggie started

"Arizona have you spoken to Jamie since this morning?" Meredith asked concerned

"I haven't fucking spoken to her in 4 days!" I yelled "Would I be here screaming if I had seen her?!"

"Arizona just calm down ok" Maggie spoke softly

"Don't you dare tell me to calm down! Tell me where my girlfriend is or I swear to God!" I spat back

"Arizona, Blake died in surgery today" Meredith confessed

"What? Does Jamie know. Is she with her father?" My heart sank at the news knowing this will tear Jamie apart

"Jamie was operating on him" Maggie whispered

"What the hell! How did you let that happen? How did Richard let this happen?! He of all people, as the chief knows exactly why we don't operate on family" I panicked

"She was determined to save him and Blake wouldn't let us operate unless Jamie was the lead surgeon. She couldn't control the mets and his heart gave out. We haven't seen her since. She ran out of the OR and her father hasn't even seen her." Meredith said grimly

"She's a freaking first year resident, jesus christ! You should've just suspended her for a week or something!" I yelled

"Arizona, there's nothing we could have done, he was going to die, if not today then by the end of the month" Maggie tried to comfort me

"Well then you should have left him alone!" I said cold heartedly "Instead of letting Jamie feel like a fucking murderer"

I decided not to let them reply and I turned on my heels and stormed out of the room. Andrew hot on my heels.

"Arizona where are you going?" he huffed as he jogged behind me

"Where does it look like I'm going? I have to find my girlfriend before she does something stupid" I said, not even bothering to look back at him