But He's My Best Friend...

Chapter 31

Kj

We got back to the hotel and I got out before Luke even stopped the truck. I walked I. The doors and got to the elevator as quickly as possible closing it before he could get in..  How could Luke just treat me like that like it's all my fault that I wound up pregnant.. I understand he has his music career starting and everything but it's not like I'm trying to stop him from doing that..

The elevator door opened on our floor and I ran down to our room. I opened the door and went to lock myself in the bathroom. We got a honeymoon sweet so our room only has on big bed, a nice hot tub by the balcony and a huge walk in shower with a nice jet tub in the bathroom. I ran myself a nice bath to try and clear my mind. I was breaking down little by little, as I undressed and stepped into the tub my tears streamed down my face harder and harder..

I laid there thinking how life would be so different without Luke.. maybe me and him made a huge mistake by taking our friendship to the next level. We should've just stayed good friends and this would've never happened, but there's no way now that we could ever go back to being just friends. After all he's the father to my child, our child..

Minutes later I heard the bedroom door click open and Lukes boots clank in. I didn't want to have to face him again but I knew I had too.. I got out and dried off slowly, I brushed my hair and then slipped the rob on that was hanging on the door. My hair was down an I walked out of the bathroom. Luke was starring out the balcony when I walked out. He turned around and I could tell he had been crying too. Tears filled my eyes once again as I looked at him.

"Don't cry" he whispered stepping closer to me.

"Don't touch me" I backed up

I'm standing my ground. He thinks he can just come up here and apologize and it all be better, well that's not happening.

"I.." he looked down "I don't know what came over me" he mumbled.

"Well I know where we stand"

"We?"

"Me and our baby Luke, it's clear you don't want us anymore"

"Of coarse I want you" he looked up

"Luke it's not just me anymore" I said wrapping my arms around my stomach.

He looked down and then back up "I know.. it's just gonna take a while for me to get use too"

"The way you acted at the hospital.. and worse.. in the car" I cried.

He stepped towards me again but I backed up.. he reached out to me but I slapped him away.

"Why can't I touch you"

"You hurt me Luke, then you walk in here and act like it's okay.. when it's not!" I hollered.

"Kj I had no idea you were or could possibly even be pregnant.. I just though you were sick!" He said raising his voice once again

I put my hand up, "no Luke leave now if you're gonna raise your voice to me. I will not put up with it!" I said and stepped out of the so he could go.

To my surprise he walked to the door and opened it and walked out. He was obviously still mad and I don't know what to do about it. He won't let me talk, he won't try and listen, he would try to understand.. he wants it all his way and that's not how it's gonna be anymore, I have to start thinking about my little girl or boy that'll be coming in a short few months.. I'll do whatever I have to in order to protect him or her and to have what's best for him or her..

I tucked down the bed and climbed in it, turning off all the light and trying to curl up to a pillow and get comfortably. But with all the traffic noise and Luke being gone it was pointless to try and sleep. I dozed on and off throughout the night.. I got up to pee around 2:45am Luke was still gone but I was finally sleepy enough to crash. I climbed in bed and fell asleep..

A few hours later I heard the door click open and kinda woke up, Luke came in and I could instantly smell the alcohol. Great. I closed my eyes and had my back turned to his side when he climbed in. I heard his belt drop to the floor, his jeans slide off, his hat and wallet and phone land on the table and his shirt landed on the chair. I closed my eyes when he looked at me before he climbed In. He was fast asleep because he was obviously drunk. I couldn't really sleep after that but I was at rest knowing he was here safe with me.. even though we might not be on good terms right now I still love this man with all my heart.

Morning

I woke up around 7, Lukes leg was stretched out touching mine and his hand was draped over my stomach. He still reeked of alcohol which made me want to puke.. I got up and sprayed some of his cologne around the room and opened the balcony door, I went to the bathroom and when I came out I noticed Luke wasn't fully covered, I walked around to his side being the caring girlfriend I was and covered him up slowly. When I reached his chest I noticed smeared pink lip stick on his neck.. all over his neck.. a slight little hickey along with the kisses.. I walked over to his shirt and smelled it, it smelt of some perfume mixed with bar.

"YOU ASSHOLE" I screamed and threw it at him.

I grabbed my phone went and got dressed and walked out of the hotel room. I couldn't stand being around him, I knew were I stood along with our child, he obviously doesn't care anymore. It breaks my heart but me and him are going to have to come to an end so he can do whatever he wants without hurting me. I won't put up this this anymore.. once a cheater always a cheater.

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Update

She's pregnant and they are over...

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