But He's My Best Friend...

Chapter 36

Kj

"Luke we need to talk"

He looked at me with a questionable look.

"Our little girl is going to be coming in a short three months.."

He nodded

"Are you gonna be around? Be apart of her life?" I questioned

"Is that even a question" he sounded hurt.

He took his hat off and ran his hand threw his hair.

"Kj of course I'm Goin to be around I'm going to want to come see her as much as possible and have daddy daughter dates with her.."

"I just didn't know with your music" I whispered

"That little girl is going to be my everything my number one music comes behind her, so if you ever need anything money wise or just anything let me know.. I'm not gonna be a father that just comes around every so often I want to be a huge part of her life."

"Okay Luke"

"And I suppose you'll need Child support so we'll get that set up too"

"No! I don't want your money Luke it's not gonna be like that we're gonna be in this together whether we're actually together or not"

He took the box out of my hands and placed it on the bed of his truck, he turned back towards me and hugged me.. his left hand moved across my stomach and flattened.. I knew he was going to be an amazing father.

"I love you both so much" he whispered as he knelt down and kissed my stomach.

I smiled and hugged him goodbye.. and truth be told I didn't know when I would see him again..

"Keep me updated please" he said when his window rolled down

"I will" I smiled "your truck looks nice"

"I thought you'd like it" He grinned "wanna help me with somthin?" He asked

I looked up at him and he got back out of his truck walked around to the tailgate and opened it.

"Come here" he said holding his hands out.

I walked over to him and he lifted me into the bed of the truck.. He's still working out I can tell..

"What're you doin?"

"I need help writing on the back window" he winked

He pulled out his pink window marker and the he had glass cleaner to wipe off what it use to say 'Baby's on the way' I laughed when he handed me the marker..

"What am I suppose to say?"

"I don't know I recon whatever you wanna put" he smiled

I miss playful Luke before things got all complicated.. I sighed and thought about what to put.. my mind went blank.. I had the whole back window I could cover.. I grinned and told him to turn around.

Luke

Things were going a lot better than I expected we were civil and I was happy about that.. Especially for our little girls sake, I could wait to hold her in my arms for the first time..

"Okay you can look"

I turned around to look what she wrote and it brought a goofy smile to my face..
'Daddy's in trouble.. It's a Girl!!' I shook my head and laughed.

"That's for damn sure" I laughed

"It's all I could think of" she smiled

"I love it"

I put the paint away and then helped her out of the truck it was probably past midnight now and I needed to get out of here bright and early to go back to Nashville.. but as bad as I needed to go I didn't want too..

"I also wanted you to be one if the firsts to get one if these"

I pulled out a copy of my first album and I had signed it for her..

"Who got the first one she teased"

"Mama" I laughed

"Well thank you" she smiled "you better get Goin it's late and I got work in the morning"

It broke my heart to know she was still working while pregnant.. She deserved to be able to stay home if she wanted..

"You're still working?" I questioned..

"Yeah" she looked at me questioning

"You should be able to stay home.."

"Luke don't.. I'm gonna work til I can't anymore"

"But you deserve.."

"Luke! Don't please I want to be able to support my baby girl on my own if I have to"

"Our baby and you won't have to" my voice raised

"I think it's time you to Luke.." she whispered

"Listen I'm sorry.."

"It's okay Luke it's just Late and we're both tired"

I got back in the truck and started it.. my window was still down and I looked down at her.. I wanted to get back out and wrap her in my arms and kiss the hurt out of her but I knew she would just push me away. I wanted to tell her how much I loved her but I knew she would shut me down. So I kept it at a simple goodnight and drove on home to mamas.

Kj

I walked in the house and up to my room with the box Luke had gave me. It was wrapped in a sliver wrapped with a bow on top. It was definitely Luke's wrapping and hand writing.

I changed into my pjs and then sat on my bed and opened the box.

It was full of some cute little onesies it made my heart melt. I looked at his cd cover and it was a picture of his smiling without his hat. He looked handsome, I can only hope that our baby girl looks like her daddy.

I decided to put in his cd.. it was sighed and it said 'To my Kj, love you ~ Luke Bryan' I smiled and then hit play and laid on my bed.

His southern voice came through the speakers and I smiled. I laid down relaxing hearing his voice. Then the song he sang to me when he first asked me to be his came on.. First Love Song..

I sat up with tears in my eyes.. my heart ached but I knew I had to be strong.. for our little girl. He's no good for me. Sure we had an amazing day today but I saw the way he looked at his phone when he thought I wasn't looking.. The way his smile brightened when he got the text let me know that it was another women.. and that's when I realized that me and Luke were really over..

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