A one shot where Harry writes notes to Louis after their breakup
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September 17, 2015
I miss you. I remember all the times that we used to spend together. I loved you Lou, so much. I miss you so much. I can't stand you walking with her. Holding her hand. Kissing her lips. I miss your hand, Lou. I miss how your hand fit in mine. I miss your lips, Lou. Your lips fit against mine like they were meant to be together. I think I'm obsessed with your lips, Louis. They're nice. I love them. Forget that, I love you. So much. I miss you, Lou.
Your Always,
Hazza
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September 19, 2015
You smiled at me today. It may not have meant anything to you because you always smile, but I haven't seen your smile in so long Lou. I miss your smile. It's perfect. You probably smile with her a lot. Does she make you smile Lou? I'm sure she does, she's lucky. I want to make you smile. Your smile looks like a thousand baby angels looking down at me from heaven. I miss my angels, Lou. I miss you, Lou.
Yours Always,
Hazza
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November 1, 2015
I can't stand this Lou. I can't stand looking at you and her together. Liam tells me you don't like her, but the way you smile when you're with her is the same smile you gave me. I know you well enough to know you love her, Lou. I'm not going to take you from her. I'm not going to have you go through what I'm going through. I wouldn't want my baby to hurt. I love you too much to see you hurt. I love my little Louis. I miss you, Lou.
Yours Always,
Hazza
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November 6, 2015
These letters are the only things keeping me going Louis. Niall promised that he would give them to you. I can't give them to you Lou. I don't want you to feel guilty for loving her. She deserves you, Lou. She probably needs you more than I do. I can keep myself going, I think. Maybe. I don't know anymore. I used to think that love was harmless and innocent, but I know that love can kill. It has, and it still is. I think I'd like to die for love. I miss you, Lou.
Yours Always,
Hazza
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November 19, 2015
The fans have noticed something is up. They've decided that I'm depressed. What I'm feeling could be written off as depression, but I choose to believe it's just a heartbreak. People go through heart breaks all the time, and...people that go through that would know that this...this numbness...happens to everyone right? I don't know anymore Lou, that scares me. I don't know myself anymore.
Yours Always,
Hazza
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November 23, 2015
Liam told you about me. I don't know if I'll forgive him. I want to grieve by myself, I don't need to tear you from her, she loves you and you love her and I have no right coming in between that. You came and talked to me. I loved hearing your voice, you saying my name, it was nice. I hated that you scolded me for doing the things I do. You don't understand. I wish I could make you understand without hurting you, Lou. I love you so much.
Yours Always,
Hazza
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December 7, 2015
