I cry so loud
In my blanket on my bed
I use my pillow to cover my face
They drink my tears
It was a rainy day
I feel numb
I am so dumb.
The sound of nature
And the silence of the moment.
I had enough of everything to cover up my flaws
I give my ears listen to anyone.
So I can see they smile one more time.
Deep inside me.
Somewhere either my heart or my mind.
I still dont understand.
Everything that makes me doom.
I dont want to get out from the room.
