Losing my heart beat rhythm
I guess it must be caffein I brewed
It can't be you
Not your notifications
Your silly jokes
Your annoying remarks
Your smile and out of blue sarcasm
Not the calm, soothing words.
The hype that I took with to my sleepiest night
The best lullaby when I'm off from the pills.
I learn to give everything you gave to me
I guess I already be my comfort
Sometimes I can't help but romanticising the past
But I'm not waiting anymore
I had killed the hope
As you stop me from dreaming
As you live your reality happily
And I shovel my heart down to the pit holes
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