First Love Never Dies- A Samtin Story

Chapter 11

Hello guys!

I'm back! Finally, school's over for me! :) I'm so excited and nervous for Uni next year. I know it's going to be a whole new world out there.

Anyway, here's a new (unedited) chapter! :)

I'm still working on the last chapter of my other Samtin Fanfic, 'My Mysterious Guy'. I'm halfway through finishing it. :) And because, 'MMG' is going to end soon, I published another story entitled 'Is Two Better Than One?' So, why don't you guys stalk my profile and check it out! :) Haha.

Well, unfortunately, for the avid Samtinners like me, my new story isn't about Samtin anymore. I kind of wanted to make something that others, not only samtin fans, can enjoy. It'll be a teen fiction. :)

However, this fanfiction will be really long. The story's not even starting yet. :)

So yeah, that's all I have to say. :)

Enjoy! :) xx

-mesmerizedmei31 xx

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Toni's smile brought a crimson blush to his cheeks. Their eyes were staring right through each other. Sam broke the eye contact as he trailed his eyes slowly from her face down to her stomach. A hint of skin off her flat stomach was exposed as her shirt was rolled up a bit. She was spotless. He switched his gaze to her hand draping her abdomen. The diamond ring, which wrapped around her ring finger entrancingly, glared against his eyes and the memories of the proposal jetted back to him. The hurt, remorse, sadness and envy that he felt on that day overwhelmed him. He diverted his gaze back to Toni. He studied her sunny face. How he missed her. How he missed spending time with her and for the first time in years, he finally admitted to himself that he was hurt seeing Toni engaged to someone else. 

He finally got the answer to the questions that were constantly popping in his mind and that he strived to deny. He still loves her. All this time, he still loves her and he doesn't know what to do about it. All this time, he refuses to believe that he still has feelings for Toni because he thinks that she doesn't deserve someone like him. He let go of her. He hurt her and there was no way he'll ever forgive himself for hurting her. He suddenly felt the torturous pain he was attempting to endure when he discovered that Toni was getting engaged. The hurt and regret suddenly affected him in a complete and irresistible way. He disengaged himself from the eye contact once again and mounted to his feet. Without saying any word, he fled.

'Toni deserves Paul. Toni loves him and so as Paul. I'm not getting in between them. And I'm pretty sure, there was no way she'll ever feel the same way towards me ever again because I hurt her and I let go of her. Kaya Sam, keep your feelings to yourself. Mag move on ka na. Masaya na si Toni. You should be happy for her. She doesn't deserve you,' Sam told himself.

Toni was bewildered. 'Anong nangyari dun?'

She jumped up to her feet and departed back to her dressing room, still puzzled at the strange turn of events.

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As she entered her dressing room, her eyebrows creased on her forehead and her eyes stayed on the ground. She was still rendered speechless. Her make-up artist, Onyok and her hairstylist, Macy, were intrigued with her facial expression.

"Oh, anong nangyari sayo? Parang kanina lang, ang ingay ingay niyo ni Sam sa labas?" Macy asked inquisitively as she pulled out the swivel chair for Toni.